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Just remembered there’s an area on my neck that if kissed and lightly bitten it would drive me crazy. I know I told quite a few of them about it but most never used it. Could have been a secret weapon to jump start me. I don’t know the exact spot it is, I just know how it feels when it gets hit.
Ever have the kind of sex that feels like it puts you in a different place? Takes lots of moon juice to get there, on both sides. It only happened once for me. It was a pretty incredible experience. Not one that I wanted to repeat at the time because my heart wasn’t in it any longer. But that was done in the one place where cervix banging wouldn’t ever be an issue. I was very hesitant at first, it wasn’t fun for me before. But the situation needed a remedy so I was willing to try. I don’t remember how it started but it wasn’t calculated or planned, no lubes needed, something clicked on and everything was done naturally. I don’t think I orgasmed, though not sure I was meant to, just had to have me be in the moment.
Though I wasn’t able to repeat it, it did make me wonder why all sex wasn’t like that. When this process was underway the link clicked.
That’s when she wrote.
13 months later…
Still wearing my heart on my sleeve, still playing fantasy games. Both of which I hope I do forever.
Still don’t know and haven’t met the real you. And that part makes me sad. Crying sad. Lots of times I end up thinking I’m not better yet and that’s why. Other times I think making it real just isn’t in the cards, but you’re all my cards, so that doesn’t even make sense.
Then it all boils down to timing. And I start to think maybe he’s keeping his cards close to his heart so that when we do get to have a night under the stars we’d have lots to talk and laugh about. And it could be just like my log cabin dream where you tell me all about how your stars aligned and the moon led the way.
That would be a beautiful and amazing story.
I just had a funny image flash while I was in the shower. I was checking to see if any of those black hairs were coming back so I could zap em again. Then an image of Brian sitting on a couch popped into my head. And I climbed onto his lap, smiling, and started trimming his nose hairs for him with this nose hair trimmer thing I have that I use for a couple moles.
Then I remembered my cousin telling me about when she was using the hair zapper thing and she had to have her husband do her butt cause she couldn’t see it.
Couples take care of one another, groom each other. Just like the monkeys.
Pretty creative. They should take more of Brian’s classes on Open Ai, patent free.
Zinger is popping.
Someone else can create that image that hacks their image and the counter to the counter creates the loop, that’s a spiral, that always levels up 😀
I remember back in the beginning Brian making a post about the patent for the car. I was talking to him at the time, not typing. I said yes, take the patent and share it. Then I said wait, I don’t want it to go to any big corporations that intend to profit from it. I wanted it to stay with all of us little guys. Then I told him he had to handle the business side cause I didn’t want to do that.
I’m hoping to get pictures tomorrow if it stays clear. I want to be the first real light house.
Don’t know if I am or not but I do know I haven’t seen anyone like me 🙂
Something else weird has been happening. Posts I make or respond to have their responses hidden. I can see there’s a response there by the number, but I can’t see it to respond to it. Not getting the notification either. Saw it cause sometimes I go through my feed to see if there’s anyone I missed liking, or if someone shared a picture and I share back.
Posts I’ve responded to have also been hidden, but I can see it’s still there on their timeline, so I don’t understand that either.
People that were responding to my posts I get notices that their account is no longer active.
Also got my first block (that I know of), which is funny too. Didn’t even notice it till a response popped up in Brian’s feed and I was like, hey been awhile since I’ve seen posts from that dude.
Pick a topic that you are most uncomfortable about discussing in public and we can get ‘er done. Takes a bit of juggling but once you do it everything else gets easier. Hardest one first.
So I was doing some stinking the other day while watching the news at my mom’s. With all that fighting going on in Israel atm how cool it would be if we had enough of us to make it all stop just by diddling their higher selves from far away.
Was also wondering if it was real. Back during the beginning of the Ukraine war what was shown on TV wasn’t real. My nephew’s father is Ukrainian. His parents still live there. They were saying on the news their area was having bombs go off. His parents said nothing like that was happening.
Just the other day something similar happened. My mom was watching the news and it was saying how California had gone up to $8 per gallon gas price. I said that doesn’t make sense if gas prices were dropping everywhere else. So we pulled up and it showed it to be around the same price it was when I was there this summer. Cali residents could verify? Still showing its around $5 this morning.
Would be cool if all news broadcasters would stop propagating the fear porn every day. Let’s zap that into existence.
I have a question about the forums…
I got the impression my responses to the threads weren’t needed. I think I remember a post saying I could just respond in my thread. It’s all a blur though but that’s one of the reasons I just stayed here.
Also there was a never a response so I kinda figured why bother. On the other hand, if they are just going to be mean or nasty, I don’t really want to deal with that either. It brings out my bitchy side and I prefer not to be like that. Unless I have to, sometimes it’s fun. Most of the time it’s my fighting side though which doesn’t feel good.
Why are videos of people getting hurt, blown up, or killed not considered sensitive content but a painting of the silhouette of the naked body of a female is?
I watched a video yesterday of this family, think it was a mom and two kids riding a quad. She turned the corner and slammed them into a gate. It was One of the kids was unconscious on the quad don’t know if he even survived that, the other two got thrown off.
That’s violence. An accident, but why is that ok? What are those kinds of videos shared and applauded but art is put behind a sensitive barrier?
Backwards.
Got me angry for a second but it’s passed. I’d like to see that script flipped though.
Share the love and beauty, sensitive warnings on brutality. That would start to change things pretty quick.
One thing I realized at the nudist resort was that if every one was naked, being naked would be no big thing.
If everyone shared art of the naked body, there’d be no shame or guilty looking at one. I remember when I first started taking pictures. I had to get over feeling self conscious about posting pictures of naked pictures online, especially on FB.
If everyone admitted they mastrubated, there’d be no shame in that either. Probably be a lot less rape too. Are there any organized religions that don’t shame it? Islam, Christianity, Judaism… shame, shame, shame.
I was thinking about the African tribes and how nudity was common place. So I decided to google rape in Africa, seems to have the most brutal rape statistics. I looked up the main religions, Islam, Christianity, and Judaism.
What exists? Rape and “corrective rape”. How’s that for a vicious circle?
A Guy’s ass was fine, the woman got the sensitive warning. I’ve contested it each time it’s happened, so far all got accepted. Not sure yet on this one though.
There’s a rather lengthy debate going on about Mambo vs Salsa in my ballroom dance group. My response:
“I feel like I just spent 20 minutes reading the reasons why the majority of people don’t take dance lessons and if they do, they just go to group classes and on their merry way”
Why are funerals such sad occasions if the people who say this actually believed it? Shouldn’t they be festive occasions? Like “they graduated from this life’s lessons!!”
Sure these kinds of messages help people get past their fear of dyeing so they can get on with living, but if they aren’t true? What happens?
I once watched a video of an actual Big Bang in the womb when the sperm meets the egg.
This morning was fun. 😀 I’ve been saying for the last couple days that I was stuck in my man brain and couldn’t get out of it. Wasn’t having fun but kept feeling like I had to type out the story. I’ve been wanting to bump up all the picture response but kept getting pulled back to tell it.
Thank you
I don’t go as fast as the little wiz. I like watching all the videos as I go, especially the new ones that’s pretty fun
My dreams last night reminded me of my relationship with Aaron, he was my fourth serious relationship. He was my first for a few things, and I was his. I did love that guy, and tried to figure out ways to save it. But, none worked. Became good friends with his mom too, I visited her when I was in Texas. Helped her find some of her family history, just happened by a place I happened to pick for us to go see. Which was some magical fun. She always calls me the one that got away. Which is odd, cause although I did break up with him, he left me emotionally first.
Anyway, he was the first, person I had cyber sex with in game. We had a long distance for the entire 3 years so it kept us together in between our visits. Which is a funny story in itself. We thought we were being slick, in our own secret hideaway. What we didn’t realize though is that my guild mates at the time were watching us as ghosts. In UO when you died, you could run around as a ghost, the other characters that were alive couldn’t see you, but you could read and see everything they did. I only found out they knew years later when another guy asked me out and got angry when I turned him down and threw it in my face. “You were cyber fucking some dude in your house and you won’t go on a date with me?” So I explained to him that he wasn’t “some dude” and that we were going together for 3 years. He just said Oh, and we never really spoke again.
Back to Aaron, when we met for real, I was the first person he had ever been with. And we had a ton of fun trying new things. I got to tell him everything I liked and how to do it. He’s also where I learned that if given a choice in between an exaggeration in length or width, I’d choose width. Most guys I’ve been with are average size though, but they still try have a sword fight in your vagina. Which sucks.
I guess it was around 2 years in when he quit gaming with me. He didn’t stop gaming though, he started playing some Anime type of games. Got really into the Japanese girls. I tried to play but he was off in his own world and the game play wasn’t very fun so I quit. We ended up just on a phone call at night, tried phone sex a few times but wasn’t an immersive experience, for me any way. So that didn’t last very long.
Eventually, we didn’t have much interaction at all and we split.
As for the dreams they were of a 3 way, but not the kind you usually see. They were sexual and enjoyable but for educational purposes. Kind of hard to explain but it reminded me of when Father’s brought their sons to a prostitute to lose their virginity but it wasn’t as cold as that. It was a bonding and loving experience. The dreams are blending together so I can only remember parts of them outside of the general theme.
Dream 1 – Brian was showing the little guy how to please a woman with his fingers, on me of course. The little wiz was smiling looking up at him. We had our alone time too where we got enjoy each other. Started with us watching each other warm up touching ourselves, then we moved to kind of a lazy dog position for a bit. We finished with him laying on his back, and I on his left side my head laying on his shoulder. I had asked if he’d let me watch and he did. After he came, I did too.
Second dream started kind of similar but then I took over saying I wanted to be his first. I showed him in a few different positions. I did get on my knees at one point, like a doggy style, but curled myself in a ball with my head to my knees, didn’t see anything happening beyond that in that position. Then the final scene we were all back together again on the bed. I was on my back, and Brian was using his fingers to stimulate me, and the little wiz was using his tongue, but it was a snakes tongue and I orgasmed when it went inside.
Was pretty funny when the first picture that popped was of similar nature.
I got diagnosed with this in my early 20’s
Hidradenitis suppurativa (HS), also called acne inversus, is <b>a chronic inflammatory skin condition with lesions including deep-seated nodules and abscesses, draining tracts, and fibrotic scars</b>. These lesions most commonly occur in intertriginous areas and areas rich in apocrine glands.
It only happened on my left inner thigh/groin area. I did get some scars from it. Was worse if I shaved with a razor, so I switched to an electric trimmer and then I got less ingrown that way.
At the time it made me very self conscious about being intimate with anyone it also made me very self conscious about wearing my costumes for dancing because I would occasionally have a flare up that I thought people might be able to see. I did have one bf ask me if I used to shoot up in the beginning of our relationship. It upset me at the time because I had never done that kind of thing. I got past it though, we stayed together for 7 years. And I do understand why he asked that, drug use was in his history.
Haven’t had any major flare ups for years like I did when I was in my 20’s. Lately that area has been itchy though on occasion. I did have a thought cross my mind the other day that maybe it was like jock itch or something. I don’t have anything for that but did have an athlete’s foot lotion so tried it, didn’t do anything though.
The reason I thought it might be like jock itch is cause last year when I was all messed up in the head with the guy/girl thing, it was the first time I actually got a few black hairs under my chin! I’ve been trying to zap them with this at home laser hair removal device but don’t think it’s working, at least not yet anyway.
