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I was also thinking about birds and how they evolved. If everything started as a fish, why would it evolve into a dinosaur then a bird?
The oldest known fossil of a flying or gliding fish are those of the extinct family Thoracopteridae, dating back to the Middle Triassic, <b>235–242 million years ago</b>.
https://www.bbcearth.com/news/the-winged-giant-that-was-bigger-than-t-rex#
Wouldn’t / couldn’t they all just take their own paths and adopt what works and what doesn’t for other species? The higher consciousness, not connected to time would know that or it wouldn’t? It would take separate paths if it did. Why even make dinosaurs to begin with if we were going to just wipe em out? Something for the future humans to talk about? Discover / explore? Giant trees would need giant herbivores to eat them, also would make a whole heck of a lot of fertilizer.
I was also thinking about the difference in other forms of dancing to ballroom. And how the man is the frame and the lady is the picture. He is the support and strength and she is the beauty and grace. They both have their own sex appeal. That balance is missing from the solo dancers, and same sex couples.
An older gentleman that msg’d me sent a pic of him sitting alone in this banquet hall. He was saying that I was too young for him, he’s one of the ones that thought I was hitting on him. The picture made me sad.
Thinking I might send him a list of things to post to break up his technical and guy meme posts so he could broaden his horizons.
Beautiful homes, beautiful gardens, and beautiful art and dancing couples 🙂
I got a little bit of a sting this morning. It’s my last couple of days here, I leave Friday. I’ve told them all repeatedly they probably won’t see me until at least August.
I got out of the tub and thought it would be really nice if we could all go out to dinner together as a bon voyage / birthday dinner for me. That’s all I’ve asked for for years is just that we all go out to dinner together for my birthday. Being so close to Christmas it was never really celebrated. My parents used to go to Florida the day after Christmas so they weren’t even here. So I would organize it for myself before they left and we’d have a dinner party.
I told my mom that’s what I’d like to do and she was good to go. I picked this restaurant named Harvest. That’s because months ago I said I had to be back in time for Paw Paw harvest season, the poor man’s banana. I didn’t get many fruits though, trees still a little young. So I figured I’ll just finish my time here this year going to Harvest. It fit the theme.
Walked outside and saw my sister’s bf. Told him that on Thursday that’s what I’d like to do with everyone before I leave. He said that my sister already made plans to go out to dinner with friends of theirs that live in the area. I just said no biggie, I’ll go with my mom.
The other day I was listening to a video of the girl who says she channels aliens. She was telling a story of going out to a park and seeing 3 guys roaming and said they looked on the spectrum. She had a conversation with them and then decided to tell them that the reason why they didn’t fit in was they were actually aliens. There was a lot more to the story but the gist of it was all 3 got triggered and wanted to get away from her. They started out with a great conversation between them all, then it got turned into a death sentence.
I had my bit with aliens, first it was the wrong thought then it turned into my mom had sex with an alien story. In my mind, that’s the missing link.
I was thinking in the tub about evolution. Since we, as in all creatures, are all interconnected, wouldn’t it be the ones that had the strongest ability to connect with their higher selves that allowed the DNA changes to take place?
Does that also mean we can send and receive dreams from animals and vice versa? I dreamed about being an animal, playing as animals, only sex happened was with the bottlenosed dolphin, and that was very short lived.
That’s the one thing I do love about the video pops. Lots of times when I start feeling sad something that makes me laugh pops.
I think I’ll be shortening my stay here next year too. I’m not sure how to work it out yet though. I wanted to be here for Thanksgiving. Both my sister and my mom have this thing about “official” holidays. It wasn’t pleasant though. There was a huge blow up between Jess and Camille the morning of which spiraled into venting all frustrations about my entire family. She doesn’t enjoy organizing the holiday parties anymore, gets very stressed and angry. I keep telling her to stop doing it to herself and instead of making dinner make reservations. She does her thing though, and the same thing happens every year.
She tried to get me to do Thanksgiving, or alternate it, once I got the cabin. I told her no. If don’t enjoy cooking for myself why the hell would I do it for 20 people? And I most certainly wouldn’t cook a bunch of things that I don’t enjoy eating. Turkey? It’s like the least eaten meat out there. I didn’t even eat any this year. Had the snacks and some potatoes and Mac n cheese.
Anyway, it’s cold and by the comments made 3 months is too long. You go from being a guest to wearing out your welcome and an inconvenience pretty quick. Plus, its cold and I don’t like having to walk the dogs in the cold and not having any running water either. I’ve been hauling water jugs to the RV for our drinking water. Have to drive to dump stations and to refill propane too.
I would like to be here for my mothers bday though. That’s in September. With her smoking and cancer I do worry about how many years she has left. I keep trying to get her to quit again. She did start using her vape that I made her get the last couple days in front of me. That made me happy
My whole life people always ridiculed me for gaming so much. Couldn’t understand why I did it. It makes me happy and far more entertaining than what real life dishes out.
This Thanksgiving I’m thankful for my online addiction. It made me much happier than my real life interactions. But, I do, and always have had, real people on the other side of the keyboard somewhere that helped make that happen. Love them all too.
Thank you for making that post. Don’t know if you figured it out or it was a high self pass through but either way, it works. Love you too.
You know, sometimes I get worried about it, but other times I laugh hysterically at some of the stuff I post on your timeline. The thought of all these business execs that follow you clicking on that video talking about a dogs butthole is comic relief at it’s finest. Even brought tears to my eyes! Though they were probably pretty close to surfacing from earlier anyway. Nonetheless, I needed the switch.
I’m not sure what to do to help the ladies other than share the music that helped me. If the mental re-programming isn’t there though, does it help? The foundation isn’t the same. Some float in the same circles, others are just busy building their internet presence. I did hit a couple that seemed to light up. I’ll see what happens.
Still think it sucks that the only story I know is mine, and what I know of Rich’s. The only story I’d like to know the full details of though is yours. Def not the randos that are msg’ing. But that gets me thinking, that if things work out the way I want them to, then they won’t feel the need to share it to me, it will be to the one they are meant to be with. If they roll with their first fantasy girl, then they won’t have any attachment to anyone and still be looking for their actual life partner.
I don’t know how that works for girls though. That was an awkward embarrassing time. Spent more time trying to figure out how to make it work then fantasizing about anyone. The guys I fell in love with at the time, weren’t cutting it. No clue how it worked out for other women. Id be interesting in knowing how long it took from the time they first had sex till their first orgasm during sex. I don’t know anybody’s parents who have actually told them how to have any enjoyable sex life as a woman. Only advice “don’t get pregnant”. I told my niece how to orgasm on top. Can’t help her with the bottom, haven’t figured that out.
What are boys told? Sex convos with dad, do they include anything about how to please a woman? Are the tricks of the trade passed on? Or are we collectively churning out sexually dysfunctional citizens? Cause I’ve never heard young guys talk about pleasing girls. Only the ones that have been around the block a few times started learn and talk about giving oral and not just getting it.
Can I guy even feel when a girl orgasms? Cause I faked it for a long time and they had no clue.
Dead serious… two ways dads gotta teach
Online – “I want to get with you”. “I want to fuck you”. “I’m Horney”
Sure way to lose the ladies
IRL too
I had to run out with my nephew real fast so I didn’t get to finish my thought.
The guys all have to understand that if the gal is interested, she’ll let him know. Some will do it subtly, others will make it blatantly obvious. Either way, they will pursue in whatever way they feel comfortable with.
If the guys get all aggressive with the ladies, they’ll be gone. They ladies need to come out of their shell. They need to see if the guy is someone they want to know further. If they just wanted to get laid they could go to the corner bar and pick up someone.
There’s guys out there talking about how horney they are and how all they want to do is please a lady. Doesn’t fly, just sounds desperate, and gives nothing of substance about their character worth considering.
These are the kind of pictures they get if they get into my dms. That, or artsy drawing ones of hair and butterflies n stuff.
Also, had a nice dream using your sunset pic. We changed locations and places a few times. All of which looking at the sun.
I’ll tell you this much though, you came when we were in the desert and I was going down on you, then we were in the forest and I did when on top.
That much, btw, I know I can do IRL.
Do you think this is true?
The good days when I go to bed smiling, I’m thankful. I sometimes even say a little prayer thanking the collective “we” for such a great day. My bad days, im not thankful for them. My sad days, I’m not thankful for them either. My angry days, I absolutely detest. I never feel thankful for them.
People say the bad makes you appreciate the good. I don’t know that that’s true though. I spent months happy as a clam, thinking I had worked through all the bad days. Then worse days hit. It didn’t make me appreciate the “good” days I had. It made me question my own integrity, my purpose, why on god’s green earth would anyone want to do this to other people.
It doesn’t make me happy that these guys keep messaging me. I truly do not want hurt anyone in any way. They have a lifetime of their own trauma to heal. At the same time, I want them to stay interested in women. I want them to keep on being men and not end up posting rainbows and butterflies for the next however many years either.
I think I’m gonna use this response for awhile:
<span class=”css-1qaijid r-bcqeeo r-qvutc0 r-poiln3″>”I just like to pass out smiles. Think of me as the entertainment committee, you never know which way the wind will blow on any given day” </span>
You know I was thinking yesterday during that Spaces meeting about what that guy said with his emails being auto translated for him. Why doesn’t twitter do that? Sometimes it gives you a translate link, so if it knows its in a different language why doesn’t it just auto-translate?
How old do you think this lady is?
Does looking 16 again make her a cougar? Or is a cougar when you’re actually a MILF? Or do you get cougar status only if you’re single and you don’t have kids? Loose definitions? Too confusing.Sometimes you don’t need a translation link though and can’t interpret the video.
The guy was talking about her losing the necklace. I’m saying guy, even though it looks like a girl in the pictures. I’m getting guy vibes though.
That’s confusing too.I think I’ve reached my limit for now, hungry and feeling tired.
I did have an image flash earlier though and since it won’t leave my head posting it.
I’ve been thinking about my taxes for 2022. I never filed. Not that I made much before it all started and I left, about 12k. Which would be wiped out by the 12k you get as the standard deduction. Sold my house last year without profit, but as a primary residence holding for just over 2 years it wouldn’t have capital gains anyway I don’t think.
There’s a big part of me that doesn’t give two hoots about it though and don’t want to be bothered. then another little squeaky part that says I should just do it and get it done with so everything is resolved from last year that way this year with much less income, and no assets, I could file on my own pretty cheaply.
Bogged down with government bullshit.
Anyway the image flash:
Just saw the back of a lady’s legs wearing a short white skirt. only saw up to her waist or so. Between her legs I could see a crowd of people watching, they were cartoonish, with a reddish background. Behind her legs where the crowd couldn’t see were two cars, switching places with each other back forth by driving in an arch and staying hidden by her legs till they got to the bottom and went back.
Been feeling a bit uncomfortable for the last 30 minutes or so. A little sick to my stomach and also got to thinking about blood pressure.
Yesterday, was in a conversation with a veterinarian friend of mine who got prescribed high blood pressure medicine. I was telling her that it was because her electrolytes were out of balance and asked her how her magnesium and potassium levels were. We got talking specifically about potassium and how vitamins had very little of it by law even though the RDA was pretty high for an individual vitamin. She said tomatoes and potatoes had really high potassium! I was just wondering how many of them do they eat in a day?
Just for the release… had quite a few of these over my lifetime.
Start thinking about something, get turned on, and just want to let it go. Not many movies played during this. It was usually just focused on the sensation. Most of them didn’t involve fingers either, especially in later years. Just used a toy, it was quick and got the job done in record time.
