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Mixed reactions from the spread. Lots uncomfortable with the pictures. Some thought I was hitting on them. Some just got really happy.
The ladies get upset fairly quickly. Remembering how I started posting, what’s the difference between seeing half naked ladies in music videos or in static pictures? That was the stepping stone. I was still uncomfortable with posting a few, especially on the ladies’ accounts after they reacted negatively. Might have to stick with the music videos for them.
I was surprised about a few of the guys reactions, the shame/fear displayed. But I guess I shouldn’t be given the social environment. The opposite end of the spectrum also displayed, the stuff that turns most women completely off.
The balance for the merging of the love stories.
I think I’ve reached my limit for now, hungry and feeling tired.
I did have an image flash earlier though and since it won’t leave my head posting it.
I’ve been thinking about my taxes for 2022. I never filed. Not that I made much before it all started and I left, about 12k. Which would be wiped out by the 12k you get as the standard deduction. Sold my house last year without profit, but as a primary residence holding for just over 2 years it wouldn’t have capital gains anyway I don’t think.
There’s a big part of me that doesn’t give two hoots about it though and don’t want to be bothered. then another little squeaky part that says I should just do it and get it done with so everything is resolved from last year that way this year with much less income, and no assets, I could file on my own pretty cheaply.
Bogged down with government bullshit.
Anyway the image flash:
Just saw the back of a lady’s legs wearing a short white skirt. only saw up to her waist or so. Between her legs I could see a crowd of people watching, they were cartoonish, with a reddish background. Behind her legs where the crowd couldn’t see were two cars, switching places with each other back forth by driving in an arch and staying hidden by her legs till they got to the bottom and went back.
You know I was thinking yesterday during that Spaces meeting about what that guy said with his emails being auto translated for him. Why doesn’t twitter do that? Sometimes it gives you a translate link, so if it knows its in a different language why doesn’t it just auto-translate?
How old do you think this lady is?
Does looking 16 again make her a cougar? Or is a cougar when you’re actually a MILF? Or do you get cougar status only if you’re single and you don’t have kids? Loose definitions? Too confusing.Sometimes you don’t need a translation link though and can’t interpret the video.
The guy was talking about her losing the necklace. I’m saying guy, even though it looks like a girl in the pictures. I’m getting guy vibes though.
That’s confusing too.Just for the release… had quite a few of these over my lifetime.
Start thinking about something, get turned on, and just want to let it go. Not many movies played during this. It was usually just focused on the sensation. Most of them didn’t involve fingers either, especially in later years. Just used a toy, it was quick and got the job done in record time.
Been feeling a bit uncomfortable for the last 30 minutes or so. A little sick to my stomach and also got to thinking about blood pressure.
Yesterday, was in a conversation with a veterinarian friend of mine who got prescribed high blood pressure medicine. I was telling her that it was because her electrolytes were out of balance and asked her how her magnesium and potassium levels were. We got talking specifically about potassium and how vitamins had very little of it by law even though the RDA was pretty high for an individual vitamin. She said tomatoes and potatoes had really high potassium! I was just wondering how many of them do they eat in a day?
So we are in a situation where guys are fine imaging random pin up girls with no emotional attachment to anything.
Meanwhile our ladies are either a) trying to land their guy through sex or b) aren’t interested in sex at all because there’s no emotional attachment involved.
Let’s talk about the Hero’s Journey
A one man mission to conquer the world
A woman’s job is just to polish knobs?
At what age do guys think about building a happy home?
I know as a girl we start pretty early with the Disney Princess themes. What do the boys get fed?
Once upon a time guys were not only ready to provide but were looking for a wife in their teenage years. Family ready man during peak fertility times for the lady.
What changed?
I can’t speak to that. Wonder twins powers activate!
We laughed at all the signs that said Eat Here and Get Gas.
They take on a whole new meaning.
Also when a baby is born and has a natural delivery that’s when it gets it’s first big dose of it’s microbiome
Part 2 of the dream yesterday.
The scene changed after the owl to us being at the top of the mountain in Palm Springs. We were out on the patio in regular clothes and I found the place where I wanted to look over the railing and we were still having sex but it was in broad daylight. Then somehow we both fell over the railing and were falling down through the trees. As we were closing in on the ground you managed to catch a branch to stop the fall, and then you caught me by the hand. You put me on the branch to hold on and you climbed down. We were really close to the ground. I was back in the victorian dress again and you thought it would be a fun game to see how long I could hold on while you messed around under my skirt. I didn’t last long, I let go and I was on the forest floor smiling at you, you were laying on top.
Then you disappeared. And all these different animals wearing clothes started appearing lying next to me one after the other. I didn’t recognize any of them, they weren’t you, but they were trying to take your place and I was moving away from them. Then this big guy showed up, Gandalf looking, wearing a white robe and a multi-colored vest of some sort. I was still on the ground, and he pulled out a whip and started whipping me. I was trying to get away, managed to get up and run and put my back against the wall and started crying this isn’t what I want.
Then the scene changed and I was back at the top of the mountain and you were there again, wearing your black leather jacket and sunglasses. I was back to being happy and we were back at it, this time against the building, standing up. We both came that way, when you did you threw your head back and that triggered me too. We weren’t at the highest place on the mountain though because as we were orgasming looking up the cable cars were passing over head.
Which is reminding me of my conversation with my aunt about generational “curses”. In her family, she had a line of teenage pregnancies and they all gave away their first born children. She said she was the first in a multiple generations to keep hers. She was married when she got pregnant though.
I’m opening a box of worms in my brain.
The morality police have not stopped teenage sex. They have created the abortion culture though.
The college push has created multiple generations of single minded career oriented people that don’t start dreaming about families until well into their 30’s when bearing children becomes a big struggle for fertility wise.
It seems for a lot of females their nurturing side is squashed. They joined in the rat race, had to fight for their credibility, and that’s where they seem to stay. (Reminded of the angry lady yesterday in the spaces chat)
Lifestyles are now based on two working parents, the career minded-ness doesn’t change. Daycare centers boomed right a long with fertility clinics.
Adoptions are expensive. You can’t “sell” your babies legally, but yet somehow they made it ok for corporations to do so through the legal process.
I also want to say my dreams aren’t very sexually graphic, as in I don’t see the graphic details of everything that’s happening. Only go by what I think it is in the moment. I was wondering during those behind me dream scenes if we were doing it doggie style or butt stuff. Couldn’t tell so I decided on both if that’s what you wanted.
I really do pop the best pictures sometimes. They crack me up
Yesterday, I was thinking about if people were reporting the art. Then a picture popped about flashing somebody during a driving by and the guy in the other vehicle was all offended. So I posted it.
That picture got flagged.
Which reminds me of back when I was at Lake Ockeechobee in Florida. That’s when I became aware of birds seeing my dreams and people, other than you, repeating parts of them back to me. I was very upset about it. How it was explained to me was that we’d be an angel in the clouds, regardless of how graphic my mind was thinking. It would just be kind of inferred, rather than detailed. And that’s how I got past the worry and shame. I was ok with that.
A backlog of stuff I was reminded of
One dream I had we were standing in space looking kind of down at earth. I was behind you, and you were wearing a red coat, I was doing a reach around and when you were about to orgasm I said “See the World”. When you ejaculated the sperm spread out across all of space and turned into ripples.
The dream freaked me out a bit because it didn’t look like your hair. It was very full in the back. It reminded me of this music video with a guy in a red coat standing on a mountain I listen to sometimes. Next dream I had though it was your picture standing on the mountain with Belle but you were wearing the red coat.
Another dream I had started with the Little Wiz’s forked tongue going inside me. then it transitioned into us as Roman or Greek stone statues and you were sitting on a rock mountain next to the ocean. I was straddled on top and when we came I was saying Rock Hard. – This happened the day you told me to use new technology, and the little wiz said we wouldn’t be friends. I was in the tub which worked out well because it’s that time of the month. There are parts of the dream Ive forgotten but I do remember that none were pictured as real people, which was different. Thought maybe it was cause you told me not to make it real.
Which reminded me of last summer when I lost all my senses. I was in an internal battle of some sort. Maybe trying to understanding what did what. And my eyes got blurry and all the pictures I was posting had the colors disappear. Also couldn’t think in full sentences and was only posting simple statements like rock hard to your picture of a rock. The music also turned off on its own. So I couldn’t see, hear anything, or think. I got very angry at “it” at the time, thinking it was just this mean invader of my mind and I think I cried that I wanted my colors back.
Eternal Sunshine movie – I have seen it. Don’t remember much of it. Saw it when I was with Rich. He loved that movie and would say how smart it was and how there needed to be more movie creators like that and how most movies lack substance and that one made you think. He was always very critical of movies and I just watched them to enjoy them. That one he watched multiple times though.
The metal orb – that was one of Rich’s first video creations. He went out into the woods and filmed this dry grassy area in the winter with a treed background and placed this silver color, reflective orb in it. I don’t remember what it did I just remember thinking that the video needed color.
The motorcycles reminded me of my visit to Deadwood and Devil’s Tower. I also used to watch that TV show Deadwood and liked it a lot. I thought the one character on there was really funny, Al Swearengen
If there was anything else I was reminded of I forgot 😀
I did just get another sensitive warning on one of my pics I posted to the Little Wiz account.
My sister has also been complaining of major memory issues. I read about gold nano particles to help with memory. She could go to the mad scientist to get them, same ones my mom uses for cancer. She hasn’t listened to me though. Imma send her the link.
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0142961221005147#:~:text=However%2C%20adult%20neurogenesis%20capacity%20decreases,memory%20consolidation%20in%20aged%20mice.This morning I was thinking about all the people that say they really want to go out and travel and enjoy life but can’t because of $. Then I got to thinking about some of their lifestyles and needless stuff they cling to because of various reasons. Some have so much stuff that’s accumulated they could probably open a small store, yet live paycheck to paycheck or in a situation where their kids suffer because both parents are working and they’re being shuffled to day care & babysitters.
A lot within the “awakened” / “enlighten” community do the same. Talk about how they shouldn’t have attachments but are attached to materialistic things. They could do a bunch of things without the burden of high mortgages, expensive cars, closets full of clothes, tons of tools just rusting away.
I can’t say I know how to travel cheaply because I’ve been in tourist mode for the most part. But, it’s something that I’ll have to be figuring out relatively soon if I end up staying in the RV for a long time. I can’t get chat get to spit out a list of campgrounds that are open all year in my area. Or the cheapest one in an area I choose. It should be able to do that rather than refer me to other websites to do further research. Hopefully some of those developers figure out how to make an app for that.
One thing I left out of the story about Rich was that he had stopped talking about his dreams with me. I thought that meant he was getting better. As I mentioned we had awhile where he was in his new job making movies and doing regularl things after his breakdown. He never brought them up. Then something happened where Camille was brought up and he brought up parts of the dreams again. That’s when I realized he wasn’t over them, just got really good at keeping them from me. Not long after that is when the split happened.
A Yellowstone Park iPhone vid popped but I missed it. I’ve been trying to share them when they do on Twitter and FB. On FB my personal account is set to professional status. I’m figuring anybody interested in travel can just follow me there. I directed them from my Unusual Sights and RE pages to that as my main. Not using the RE page, and thinking US will just accumulate new followers and if/when their intuition guides them they will follow my main. That is if I remember, cause I regularly forget to post the videos on both, but the reels still gain the followers. It’s up to 21k now.
I’m tired now and feel like I need to go back to bed but getting pops so posting.
Indiana Dunes popped, this was the picture I took standing in Lake Michigan. That happened right after the Girl Camper post popped on FB of Morro Dunes in CA
This was a place I wanted to visit while I was in CA. Was hearing mixed things about getting an RV there, and then decided I really wanted to go to Sequoia National Park.
I’d still like to see it some day. Maybe it’s something we can do together.
I don’t get this. Not at all.
I’ve actually had more trouble with conversations and getting to know people or be friends with them on twitter than I have ever had my entire life in the real world.
In my entire trip I’ve only had one shady encounter and that was with an Uber driver and Suki took care of that problem real quick. Did I tell that story? Don’t remember if I did.
I’m thinking there’s probably a lot of gov watchdogs in all these spaces meetings. “Mutiny” is probably a trigger word
https://www.nbcnews.com/technolog/list-reveals-keywords-feds-monitor-facebook-twitter-241271#My dream started with your robot picture earlier today. I took your hand and pulled you down off it and we went for a walk. As we were walking the hallway changed to the hallway of a castle and instead of regular clothes we were wearing victorian style clothing. It was a gold colored hall with a red rug. I had a big frilly belled skirt and you had a frilly shirt under your jacket. We were laughing and messing around we ended up on the hallway floor. This part is a bit of a blur the scenes changed a bit fast, but we started having sex and I got up and was crawling on my knees to get a way and you flipped up my frilly skirt and were doing me from behind, then we stood up and you pressed me against the wall and were still doing me from behind, but then we were in the master bedroom and you were on top. Above you I saw what looked like a circular stained glass ceiling and in it was at first a fox that I thought was watching us and then it changed to an owl.
And it was shaped like that!
