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That’s another thing I did years ago, stopped using Flouride toothpaste. I use Xyli-white by Now. No clue if it really does anything or not, I think it went along with the calcified comments. According to my FB timeline, it was still working just fine before and after. Just became aware? Maybe the removal of fluoride helped? Dunno, cause tap water in lots of places still have it. Might all be horse shit and it never stopped working to begin with.
Alright, so this is the picture I had a passer by at the Castle take. I had an urge to do the hands thing so that’s what I did. But! I don’t like it. I get hung up on how heavy I think I look in it. I wasn’t going to post it all. Somehow though, it ended up posted on FB even though I specifically didn’t check that photo to be uploaded. It was a conscious decision not to post it and to wait. I almost deleted it. But then I decided it would be a good before to when I get to the after for a side by side comparison so I let it stay. I decided I wanted to show you both just like the video I posted.
But now I’m thinking that’s dumb.
I remembered I already posted a full body picture weeks ago with my family.
I guess I felt the one from yesterday I looked worse instead of better.
What else changed?
I’ve been taking lots of pictures in my bikinis to try to track my progress. And though I feel like I’ve made changes I can’t see it in the mirror yet.
Kind of funny though, been sending my niece all kinds of ass pics in different cheeky bottoms. She’s been very encouraging. Funny thing happened too, she showed them to her friends and told me they thought I was cute. At first I was taken back a bit. But then I remembered all her pictures. That age group bare it all regardless of body shape or size. Kinda awesome for a support group.
Looks fine from a distance, some guys look great with it. But I can’t stand the feeling of beards & mustaches on my skin. Every time a bf grew one, kissing etc dropped to bare minimum.
A bit sleepy tonight. Just finished up with a long chat with a gamer friend of mine who happens to be in Marco Island with his family for Christmas. He didn’t want to reach out because he thought it would be an interruption with my friends that live there. Told him I was there solo and only spent a few hours with them on Christmas so he should have.
Got to chatting a bit, we got onto the subject of dreams. He used to try to have out of body experiences until he had one that scared him so he stopped.
“I got snagged by aliens one night when I saw them and flew too close to the sun… metaphorically. Found myself on a table in a ship with the standard grey drones. They implanted something that looked like miniature pumpkin seeds that were semi-transparent and had faint light inside. Planted that sucker in my left arm.
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I spent some time explaining symbolism, and the possibilities of what each thing could mean.I know we can control feeling things from my own experiences. The jolt and skin rash, only thing I could come up with was to make sure you wouldn’t forget it.
I think I got him to feel a lot more positive about dreaming. He never dreams at night anymore he said. I told him to dream awake and then the night dreams will come too. Just gotta practice by turning on the music and letting the movie roll.
And you posted a similar active imagination type of post 🙂
When I woke up I checked my FB stats this morning. Reached my goal! Earned enough to buy myself a latte’ 😀
Been experimenting with different posts. For the longest time nothing would beat the family photo. Till the pics yesterday. Still don’t understand the algorithm, I’ve had pictures with more likes, and more comments, sometimes both and they didn’t pop to the top.
Been watching videos on how to make content for engagement. I didn’t really like most of their recommendations. For starters, required a lot of work. More importantly, felt contrived. One of their recommendations was to make 60 posts a day. Im not doing that.
I also joined some RV groups. One of the recommendations was to join public groups and what you post their will count towards your total. Figured the one thing I do that they all might enjoy was my campground walk about. So I tried duplicating posts in various groups changing the text and just picking a few pictures, didn’t count though. So yesterday, I just shared the post in them. Maybe that did? I dunno. Did hear views count even without the interaction. Maybe that’s why.
I won’t be able to buy my latte’ till I get to $25 though. So I gots lots more pictures to post before I get there.
That sign reminded me of this sign, which was an interesting moment. Cause after this run I’ll have visited everything except Keewaydin. Looked it up, it’s a beach island that’s pretty much deserted except for the beach visitors. You can only get there by boat. The water and air temps are a bit cold though so not thinking this year was a good year for it.
However! I was thinking next year was a maybe. Cause if I did it in reverse, Texas than Florida, then I could get there towards the spring. My sister takes the kids on spring break to the keys. Might even be able to vacation with her there and get warm weather & water.
I’ve been thinking I wanted to tour the New England states, haven’t been to them and would like to see Martha’s Vineyard and Salem, Im sure there are lots of other places too. But, I’d like to do that in the summer months. So that might work out perfectly. I could also tie in the Canadian side of Niagara Falls while I’m there!
Thinking about money at the moment, hopefully by that time I’ll have figured out a way to earn my keep. Im already at 8k for the month and the statement doesn’t end till Jan 4th. I did put a lot of deposits down though. Trying also to eat home more. Can’t really tell what all I’m spending it on.
My bank really needs to let me tag my expenses so I can see my breakdown better. Definitely a shortfall on Fidelity’s part. Other credit cards I’ve had let you do that. I also don’t want to have to pay anymore for quickbooks to do it.
That did get me wondering about the pictures being the same. So I tried yesterday to test if it’s the image itself that’s recorded or if it’s the naming convention. Another directional sign caught my eye with a bunch of places and I wanted to see if people would guess. Instead of putting it again on FB, I put it on twitter first. Forgot to save the image from twitter last night and do it on FB too.
When I woke up this morning my cousin had already zero’d in on the sign out of the group of pictures. She’s funny like that. I told her she was cheating and had to wait for me to ask the questions. So I did save it and post it this morning.
My cousin commented on this picture too wondering if the chairs came with the camper.
She keeps telling me I should open up a small shop somewhere. She’s got dreams. Her youngest is still in high school. Wonder where she’s gonna go when she gets her wings.
Decided to try semi-Keto again. Lots more vegetables included than last time. Keeping carbs on the lower side. I’ll still mix in beans though, and carrots even though they are higher carbs. I just have to find the middle ground that doesn’t stress my body and keeps my sugars high enough that I don’t shock my system. Yesterday I did eat a BK, just got a bacon cheeseburger without the bun. But, I had a big Caesar salad with some fajita meat I picked up for dinner. Was pretty tasty. But I will be trying to alternate proteins cause I did a lot of beef last time. So I got pork, salmon, and a little bit of chicken. Chicken isn’t one of favorites.
I added it up I was under 20g so I had a bit of green tea with honey, Arizona kind. I don’t really like sugary drinks but that just has a little bit of a sweet taste. Im thinking that probably got me closer to 30g.
I got my day planned! Few cool places I’m visiting. Trying to do it all in one day to save a trip with uber. Seems they charge last if you do add ons but I can’t find anything about having the uber driver wait for you. They really should update their pricing so you can compare calling a new one or paying for the wait. Found an uber price estimator, but that only had a one way trip.
Some of the stories I want to tell you and my family so I will share those links.
Here’s the story on pedi day
https://www.facebook.com/roxanne.ardary/posts/pfbid02XbqKqZrs8dGe8YYJqWLAwqvDfwzKdy6yWZQrMsUMsmcXbnw9WqpRZEc3hGHregFdlMy cousin was riding my tail 😀
https://www.facebook.com/roxanne.ardary/posts/pfbid023JBrxJKmirL5YLFxivCFJYmmY52kdyZd1N3yGVvAiQa562iY949cxncZJwdnGRBklShe’s the one I told her to play like she had Tourettes and just say whatever words come to mind on my posts. She responded “orange lights pedicure”
The memory reel I posted yesterday.
https://www.facebook.com/reel/3696896707254359
The first picture gave me the biggest smile. That was the day I got to show off my new highlights. I had stopped them during covid, it was a pain in the ass to wear a mask and go to the salon. Then I thought it was probably better to be natural anyway. But, I never really liked it. I liked my hair blondey blonde.Picture I posted on FB 11 years ago.
Cake is actually one of my least favorite snacks. Unless it’s a beef cake. Got the double patty yesterday at BK.
My sister was on the phone, I was telling her how I was making breakfast to try to avoid eating out as much. She was saying how she wanted to do the same thing cause they’ve been eating at Steak houses all the time and gaining weight.
There’s a lot of memory pictures of all the times I ate out with Flavi too. I don’t post them, cause there’s not much to share with food pics. That’s all we pretty much did as an activity together.
Was pretty funny to me the other day when I connected all the snack posts with the eating memory photos. I don’t gain weight eating posts though 😀
This is funny. I was thinking this morning I really like the play lists better than have the original singers / music than most of the remake versions. The remakes are good background music most of the time though.
Last one for this morning cause I got a schedule to keep!
Also had bacon on that beefcake, pickles too. They count as a veggie. I do love bk ‘s pickles, nice and salty. Tried to have a bit of pickle with each bite.
Rv groups – content is king right? Debating on which posts to put where. I think Im finalized with just sharing to the groups I’m in. I’m not digging duplicating posts. I can write a unique blurb for the post title. But that’s all I want to do. I know they want everyone’s contributions to help build their groups, which is cool. Not all groups allow shares though, so I’ll probably ditch those or give em one artsy pic on occasion. Cause it should be a win win right?
Ego is something that keeps popping.
I know there’s a train of thought out there about letting it go.
I like being me though and don’t want to be the exact same as everybody else, even though in some things I know I am.
I’ve also read that the awakening process is about “falling in love with yourself” and that’s the greatest love story of all time. Unless that means a mirror of me as in somebody else, that’s dumb. Of course I love myself or I wouldn’t be here. Read another meme that loving yourself is an innate feature. That made more sense to me. Everybody already does, or they’d all have committed suicide already. It’s part of the survival instinct isn’t it?
I think that’s different from unlearning the programming that made you tear that down to the point where you learn to hate yourself.
I love myself.
I’m only falling in love with someone else.Healthy levels of course. That’s the goal for both.
Funny thing happened this morning. I was doing my shopping getting ready for my drive and the FB memories popped up. Today was my first outing in Florida last year. It just so happened I had decided to wear the same shirt!
Then a few other things happened.
First, I was thinking about the shirt story and thinking I gotta remember to tell Brian about a few things that have happened. Then, when I peaked on twitter you had a save wisdom post up.
Also, as I was browsing comments on my FB that angry dj dance dude started commenting again. He hadn’t been back in a few days but I’ve seen his posts pop, never commented though. He’s been venting about women. So as I was driving I was thinking, I sure hope he isn’t anywhere around my stops in Texas, cause that’s where he lives. Next time I checked, he blocked me. So now it’s a non issue 🙂
Sending or receiving? Dunno but it’s interesting!
I really don’t get how FB values the likes and comments. I have posts with a bunch of both that are lower valued than ones with much less. Thought today maybe I need to put words into my pictures, but I don’t really have anything profound to say. Just thought I need to ask questions and be curios. So I did a chat gpt for the best questions to ask for engagement. It said “coffee or tea” as one of them. So that’s what I put, that’s where the Disney hit landed too.
Then my pendulum swings the other way. I haven’t been in the mood for self service lately. Been feeling like I’ve made enough of those dreams and nothing has materialized in the flesh. I don’t want to be stuck in fantasy land. Hasn’t stopped my mind from thinking about you, but has the sex drive. So I’m in a wait and see mode.
I have weighed the possibility that it was just a stepping stone in the process. Gotta tell ya though, that makes me cry though every time I think like that.
I still don’t understand the purpose of a lot of this. That makes me cry too.
Tried at one point to get a cheaper knock off, same look and fluffy feel. Wasn’t the same. My feet sweat profusely in them. Waste of money, I can’t wear them.
You know one of things that I realized the other day. One of the best things that happened when I was only paying attention to your posts, I remembered them. Then when I was on my travels I could recall them easily.
Now, I read so many different posts in a day lots of times they all become a blur. When I remember later in a post that the magical moment was missed, I get a little bummed. I do sometimes go back to the basics to get through some things, but the new stuff is much harder for me to connect to unless it really stands out.
Back then I wasn’t posting anything either, so I didn’t have a flood of images in my head. I also spent a lot of time thinking about each one, now I spend time whizzing through the pops or trying to decide what I think of other’s posts too.
Some days though, I get tired of doing that and I only will spend time responding to yours and skip all the others. Don’t feel like reading all their stuff, just yours. Not sure it helps me remember them though cause I already did take in a lot of info earlier.
I imagine we both reach our max capacity a lot of days. But, I do know you’ve had a lot more time to embed a lot of the symbols and meanings of things over the years. A lot of it I only started trying to learn in the last year. And with all the new things I think about, lots of times forget what I previously learned. I already forgot the parts of the Eye of Horus, and I spent quite a bit of time with stories teaching me each piece last year, but the only thing I remember was the nose for distance. So even on the times when I just post my images to you, I don’t know what most of them mean. I try, I just can’t process it. Sometimes I get frustrated I don’t know what I’m talking about, but most times I just say, whatever and give up, then “Brian will figure it out”.
It’s kind of funny when people ask me what the images mean. I don’t answer them, I just think in my head “I don’t know dude”. I have to look up the same animals all the time!
