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When he first told me, I did get a bit of dagger to the heart. Not sure if I told the story, but for one of my birthdays I really wanted chickens. I had asked for a chicken coop. I wanted homegrown, fresh eggs. He got me a car instead. A mini-cooper convertible. Not something I wanted, or kept for very long. He took it to work to convert to a demo car.
I get it, everything happens for a reason. But for a brief moment it just made me sad, a reminder of how a lot of the entire relationship went.
Anyway, did trigger me into looking up the actual symbolism of a rooster. It’s pretty cool, and not harem type stuff. Also, pretty cool story about the black rooster popped up.
https://www.travelitalianstyle.com/blog/the-legend-of-the-black-rooster#:~:text=The%20black%20rooster%20has%20been,willing%20to%20race%20for%20it.Got me thinking about his cars too. He’s always trading them in and getting new toys to play with but these are the ones I remember: Mercedes, BMW, FJ Cruiser, the Mini-Cooper, and he just got a new Mercedes SUV.
Not sure if it’s the countries have to do with anything or if it’s just the names since it was brought up the other day. Not even sure if going through the awakening process is even in his cards, but if it is, I hope he has a fantastic journey.
A pretty interesting thing happened the other day. I had asked Flavi about a new radio for the RV. The one in it couldn’t play the radio and maps at the same time, had to keep it just on bluetooth which only let me use the YouTube playlists.
Anyway, he came over to install it. And then tells me he got a rooster. He and his gf picked him up at a farmer’s market. Saw him, felt bad for him, and took him home. Cost $15.
It was a cool sync, with the rooster story and key west vibe.
Also made me think about how lonely he’d be without some hens to take care of.
That also led to me thinking about the mormon offshoot and the multiple wives. And also the multiple bible stories about guys having a collection of wives. And the mormon religion, though they limit theirs to 4 it looks like.
Rooster practices taken literally?
All boats wouldn’t rise together that way.
Forgetting things has been a nuisance. I’ve written so much I can’t remember the stories I’ve told. Search function doesn’t work properly either. Can’t see the post or click through to it, so I can’t check.
Quite a few things I’ve come to type out, then think I told that story already, then wonder if it’s cause I thought about it a few times before then procrastinated or ran out of typing energy.
Then I’m left wondering what I did or didn’t do.
A bit ago I forgot the Lilith and Eve story I told. The pictures helped me remember, and also tie it back with the fire and ice mage and melting the snow.
Also, why can’t you do Obamacare? I’ve had family that lost a lot of their income go on it and it ended up free for them.
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So let’s talk about the networking aspect of it. Brian has a very large following. Have you spent time on his threads getting to know people and conversing? Quite a few are members of the forums too.
It’s not always what you know, it’s who you know too 🙂
You have a lot of friends in high places, just in this group alone. Be part of the team, help where you can, could even make suggestions on something Brian might have missed. All helps everyone in the long run.
Food for thought and water to play in.
Watched this movie a couple nights ago. The title just popped again in my feed so sharing it. Was a cute movie.
I was thinking about foreclosure rates and remembered back when I first got into the business it was because I was looking for rental properties. I got the idea from the book Rich Dad Poor Dad. One of the things they discussed as an option to help sellers in trouble and get a good deal was assumable mortgages.
Just watched a video where they were saying most people rather than fold will try to sell because theirs “so much equity” in the home. That’s fine and dandy when theirs no houses on the market, but what if more and more come on? Buyers are priced out, values +interest rates.
I’m not sure how many types of mortgages are assumable, but that would actually be a good sales tool to get houses to move in a high interest market when the majority of home owners now have very low interest rates. I read online most conventional mortgages are not, but FHA seem to be.
https://fhalenders.com/fha-loans-assumable/
I’ve been seeing T’s for days. No clue what Im supposed to say about it other than that. Started as a thought in the bathtub a few days back and it keeps popping up. Letter of the day that hasn’t ended.
Beginning of the return. The bottom loved Brian, had to make the top too. Mini me controlled the dream scene of making her fly and circle the top too.
Dancing both sides.
My sister got spanked a lot growing up. Sometimes by hand, sometimes by belt, or spoon even. She got spanked by the headmaster of the boarding school too, she said it was blamed for something the 2 guys there did cause she was standing by them at the time.
I only remember getting spanked once, don’t remember why it happened. Would get an occasional smack in the mouth for getting sassy but that was before my teenage years.
I asked my mom this morning about her brother and he got beat a lot. She said more than the rest of us, but he always was in trouble for something.
My sister is the one that was really into Disney. She collected every VHS tape of all the Disney movies she could. I was never into them, just watched them when they were put on for us, or my sister wanted to, or my niece. Did have fun dancing to some of the sound tracks though.
My sister got into dancing because my mother made her. Her heart was never into it. Though she enjoys it now. She enjoys teaching quite a few of her students.
She wanted to be a vet though, or some sort of animal care taker. That was ignored. I feel bad about that to a degree. Not that I had any control over what my mom did, but that she was supportive of my interests (which were her interests at the time) and not of my sister’s sucks.
The puppies: Tammy, our first dog had a few litters. We got Rusty next, and she was an Irish Setter, she had a few litters too. Then my mom started getting shepherds. she wanted to breed them. She got Hansel and Gretel. Her first litter though she had a huge number of puppies and got complications during their birth which ended up having her sick and hemorrhaging and her milk was poisoned. So we had to nurse the 5 puppies that survived by hand. That was the last time she tried breeding her dogs. All of the others were fixed after that.
I got two cairn terriers as my first dogs when I got my apartment. When I got my house they had a litter of puppies. She got on the bed and had them right in my lap too! I didn’t know what was going on with her at first but then they started coming out. Made a big mess but it was so cool to get to see her have her babies.
I got Chloe and Suki fixed young though.
Was looking for a picture of Pebbles and BamBam, didn’t have that but came across one of when my hair was Auburn. This was at one of the dance comps when I was around 20. I tested out black, brown, auburn, strawberry blonde, then went back to the platinum blonde. Now I just do highlights.
These are my friends that were two of the instructors we trained and helped win the team match for us. We only had 4 or 5 teachers in total at the studio then. But the 3 of us hung out all the time.
The stage was set, the music played, and I went into the picture and started dancing. I picked the top gif and posted. Then my mind crashed.
OMG, I hope that’s Brian. What if it isn’t? I keep thinking it is, but what if I’m wrong. I’ve been wrong about a lot of things and I don’t want to be hurt anymore.
Now I’m crying and I don’t want to be crying anymore either.
You know, even in the dream about being his first, his image was just the cartoon character. Brian’s was a real person, just like me.
I don’t want to be having some fantasy life with random muppets. That’s not to say my dreams haven’t transitioned to all kinds of creatures and cartoon characters and back to us again. I don’t control those movies though, but it’s always us, and real images at the start and at the end.
I wouldn’t have doubt if I didn’t pop the post that gave me doubt. I’ve asked and it’s not been confirmed or denied, just insinuations which could be taken whatever way. The wind blows different directions, sometimes within minutes, and I don’t enjoy the emotional roller coaster.
I just end up playing with the pictures, sharing my opinions, and cutting my emotions off. I don’t want to play pretend with my heart.
The roots of this issue didn’t start with the little wiz either. It started way back in the beginning, when I first started visualizations. Sometimes I would go through the pictures and pick out what scenes I wanted to visualize. And that happened because the first time I had a dream of us making love it was on this beach, but we went under this rock formation which felt like a cave. And I hated it. I felt trapped and claustrophobic. So that’s when I started picking out pictures to use for the setting. I’d pop a line up and got to choose. The next one, I had picked an van that had been converted to an RV and we left the back doors open so we could see the stars. All of the scenes after that were out in the open.
Anyway, I’d go through the photos and go into them. Then one picture popped that had a yellow brick road. So I started dancing into the picture. Then I got yanked out of it and the guy was blocked for a long while. And I don’t really understand the situation. I wasn’t interested in him, and was just doing what I did daily. That guy did have a real picture in his profile is the only association I can make to this conversation currently.
But at the time I took the to mean I couldn’t couples dance or post couple dancing pictures with anyone guy’s pictures but Brian’s. And that lasted a really long time. On the occasions I did, I’d post just a solo dance picture, usually of a guy.
Had to appeal another “sensitive content” warning on one of the pictures I posted this morning on your feed Brian. Couldn’t tell which one it was though.
I just appeal it and put “Love Art” as the reason.
This morning was also the first time since my post that my back hurt. I have to do these moves manually to get out of bed when it feels like that.
Funny memory came back today. I did this when I was 12. When we went to see the pyramids I learned there was a KFC down the street and I thought that was the funniest thing. So we were all back at the hotel and I decided I wanted to go eat there. So I did. Took a cab from the hotel and went and ate lunch and got a cab back. Don’t think I even told anyone but my sister I was going and I brought her with.
Not much else I remember from there. Seeing the pyramids, riding the horse around them in The Sahara, and eating at the KFC
I signed up for a membership with Encore / ThousandTrails. Sounds like a pretty good deal but availability has been a little bit of an issue for the places I wanted to go to in Florida. Haven’t worked on my trip back from the keys yet outside of eyeballing somethings I want to do. Def going to see if I can use it though as I wrap around the coast. It was $590 for the year for the zone and another 300 or something for the trails. You don’t have to pay a thing for your over night stays in the majority of campgrounds, but you are limited to 21 days (if available). Southern TX has a bunch of them. Age restricted to 55+ but I called and they said I was fine. Going to hit South Padre Islands and probably hang down there a bit, dip into Mexico for some sight seeing. My passport should be here in plenty of time.
Something wonky is happening with twitter the last day or so too. I go to click on the post that pops to put in my picture and it takes me to a completely different post. Earlier, it was your post, Brain but that took me to different posts of yours. Now it was your post that took me to an add.
