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I mentioned before my grandmother had 5 children. Prior to that, she was pregnant with 4 others but lost them. 2 of which were twins who she carried to pretty late term, Mike and Ike. She supposedly named them after radio show hosts she enjoyed.
When we were young we were told that twins run every other generation. I thought it would be awesome to have twins when I actually had kids. None of the 5 had twins. Of the cousins, 1 was pregnant with twins, but she lost them.
The eggplant reminded me of the dream I had right before I left for the shore last year about the eggs being connected.
Had an incident with Chloe yesterday. Both back legs gave out. It was a pretty upsetting situation. I had to pick her up and try to get her back on her feet. She, suki, and my mom’s dog Bandit were all running around together. Chloe can run just fine, the gait for the walk is what messes her up. There’s nothing wrong with her outside of the leg issue, seems happy and healthy. Does sleep a lot, but that’s expected for a dog her age. After the runs though her legs seem worse than if I let her just walk around for bit. I do hope the braces get in soon though cause she loves to run with Suki. I’d also like to get used to using them before we get on the road too. Got a ramp to try to help her get in and out of the RV.
And that brings up another point, all the people online that talk the talk but don’t walk the walk. What’s the point of creating the family on the inside if it’s not reflected outside? Why go that route to begin with, if it’s just supposed to a solo journey? Even suggesting solo journey’s is most likely why single parent rates keep going up and more trauma and pain are caused for the kids. I watched a news segment about it yesterday, and this is what’s seeding the grid from all sides. In real life, random personalities, and the spiritual community, next to none are reflecting making real life unions and growing together.
The garage that was just built this past winter/spring. 88X40 or something crazy.
The field I walk the dogs in since they can’t go in the house or back yard.
Maybe just schedule one and extend an open invite to all the members and/or followers? I saw a few people talking about them. Could just take the ball and run with it. Might grow over time too as more info gets released. Posting the recording here on the forums for anyone that couldn’t make it or even a summary would probably be of tremendous help to people.
I have a lot of questions.
When was the first time you tried the hypnogogic state? How old were you?
Did you have dreams that were premonitions before that?
When did you change from thinking it was just a creative process that some artists or engineers used to one that could help you see upcoming events?
Saw the Agatha post today. I keep saying Agatha Christie in my head but it made me remember when I started the detective story. After I was reading that Marylin Monroe died at 36, I found another. That was Angela Lansbury, cause she was a star too, but survived her youth and lived till apparently 97, though I’m not sure if she had died yet when I changed it up. We were doing murder she wrote and we wrote out MM and in came Angela. Which fit in perfectly for my time finding clues at all the different places.
Looks I got a jump start on twitter by 11 months. I got there because of the SEO group I was with. Used my real name cause they said that is where you needed to be the professional you. Used alias on a lot of other sites.
Was that your first account or did you switch after a bit?
Immaculate Conception Cathedral School was my elementary. Was there till 6th grade. It was a Ukrainian school, and while I don’t remember the language, I do remember they did the sign of the cross backwards from regular catholic schools.
My sisters second husband was also Ukranian. Her son can speak it pretty well, almost fluently
Yesterday was an exciting day. My mom gave me the RV as my Christmas present. Was going to wait till I got it recorded to say something but that won’t be till Monday now, it was closed cause of Veterans Day yesterday.
I am carrying around a lot of stuff that she used for dog shows because I didn’t want to remove it while I was just borrowing it. But, I’d really like more storage space for my own things, so I’ll be doing some clean out before I hit the road.
The thing I dislike when the clocks get turned back is how early I fall asleep, then how early I then wake up. I always fall asleep earlier as the day time gets shorter, but that loss of an hour has me going to be at sometimes 6:30 – 7. Then I end up awake at 2 -3 in the morning trying to figure out what I want to do till it gets to an hour I can actually do something.
My mom told me some story about the change was for the farmers. I don’t know if it’s true or not, never looked into it further. Is there much downside to the rest of the world if the clocks weren’t changed?
Do you think there’s really life on other planets that have travelled here?
All of my space dreams it was just us out there, dancing and playing. Never met any new life form.
The one dream I had where I tried to fly up into space but couldn’t cause of the invisible wall that bubbled me in. I could see through it into space, and it seemed pretty dead out there then too. All the life and activity in my dreams was here on earth.
So I might have to get better at understanding their dream language.
I’d say, they’re definitely looking for a new world. Thinking they can only get it when they leave the planet instead of trying to make it happen in their own reality? Changing places and spaces might be the answer?
Are the aliens color coded for areas they need to heal? Or how about the colors of the planets they come from or visit?
For awhile, I think it was even before we met, I listened to this one podcast from a girl in Arizona. She said she was always channeling messages from aliens. The messages were in line with all the other msgs that I’ve seen on twitter from the various personalities. So they were good to listen to. I lost interest after awhile though, because I couldn’t get into the alien theme.
Another interesting thing about her situation, she was married to another woman. How she described it was though she was the more feminine of the two, she had a male soul, and her spouse, I wouldn’t say she was masculine but rather a lot less into glam, had a female soul. So even though they were two females, she was picturing a male/female relationship at the soul level.
Don’t recall inner child ever being mentioned though. Not sure on their “family” goals either. Can’t speak much about the spouse’s views, she didn’t talk much on the podcast.Are they both just playing rooster because they haven’t found theirs? They are both young enough to have children if they do.
Back when I was telling transitioning stories for my guy being gay to straight, this was the first guy I was ok playing. The metrosexual. I got a big kick out of it. He could dance, still get his hair done, and liked pink 😀
Just to clarify, it was transitioning to liking all parts of me. Not that I have ever fantasized about doing another woman.
Then once I got it in my mind I was just playing the different characters. I was cool with posting all kinds of stories and videos.
This was the first guy I announced as having made for the lady birds.
Then this video popped. Brian and I were going to round up the town. I really wanted to play the blonde guy for whatever story that was for. But then I said I’d play the brunette so Brian didn’t have to.
Then the funniest thing happened. I kept watching the vid and had been thinking how that knee slamming probably hurt. And the next response I saw from Brian was that he’d try to not make it hurt so much.
I do have to admit sometimes I still get stuck in my head and have little bouts of feeling like nobody gets it, but it passes, and I stop caring again
And this song reminds me of the lanterns. I love his songs. It also reminds me that everyone has their own dream language. Sometimes I don’t relate to the images I see, which is challenging, but it’s just something I gotta learn. And I know it will happen when it’s time.
And here’s I circle back to Jordan Peterson’s mixed messages.
One video I saw – He wants the world to have access to education and the internet so we have the brain power of billions of people to solve problems.
Video with Brian – the only method he can use to determine their worth is by an IQ test, which he’d develop.
First I’m going to say that my parents did that to me as well. Judged me and my sister’s school performance just on grades, and they were never good enough. Why? cause that’s what their parents did to them, mom has already said that much. I can only imagine with the bit we got, how other kids felt about themselves never being able to gain their parents approval. Gets even harder when multiple children exist and their individual needs are ignored for what was easiest or most convenient at the time.
For example, mom stuck us in dance class when were around 6-7. I loved it, my sister didn’t. I can’t tell you what activities she would have enjoyed, never was a discussion.
As for grades, up until I got into Ballroom, I was an honor roll student. Then stopped caring about school. My sister always struggled, never got the opportunity to pursue her strengths or her passions. Other than being an animal caretaker, I don’t know what would have let her dreams bloom at a young age.
I do get that it all unfolds the way it’s supposed to, as of now. But, I don’t believe it should stay that way. If the parents are on board from the start so much less pain, trauma, and progress can be made at an incredibly early age.
As for my dreams, most of the time my brain is not capable of understanding the scenes that unfold. They get explained over time with my pictures, music pops, and syncs.
And that works a few different ways. Sometimes it’s giving me the answer to why certain things are happening a certain way to help me form an opinion. Other times it’s reminding me of things I already formed an opinion on and just needed for it to come back up so I can write about it.
How does IQ figure into that?
A pretty interesting thing happened the other day. I had asked Flavi about a new radio for the RV. The one in it couldn’t play the radio and maps at the same time, had to keep it just on bluetooth which only let me use the YouTube playlists.
Anyway, he came over to install it. And then tells me he got a rooster. He and his gf picked him up at a farmer’s market. Saw him, felt bad for him, and took him home. Cost $15.
It was a cool sync, with the rooster story and key west vibe.
Also made me think about how lonely he’d be without some hens to take care of.
That also led to me thinking about the mormon offshoot and the multiple wives. And also the multiple bible stories about guys having a collection of wives. And the mormon religion, though they limit theirs to 4 it looks like.
Rooster practices taken literally?
All boats wouldn’t rise together that way.
Does the inner child change gender?
Cause I’m going through just what I’ve seen so far, and extremely limited discussions.
Rich – pictured a little boy
Me – pictured a little girl
My Dream – Brian had a little boy
My Dream – Flavi was carrying a black shadowy little girl
Preston – little boy
Rainbow Flow on the forums – was a little girl
That’s all I got so far
