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That’s another thing. Lots of videos that popped in my Pinterest line up that have been blocked. Can’t download them or if I do, then can’t upload. Not sure why they are popping and blocking.
That reminded me my subscription is going to renew soon. I was thinking it would be super cool of you if you cut my subscription cost down to $20 for my bday. Why $20? Cause it’s important that I maintain a client status. I haven’t even gotten my real first kiss yet!
Which reminded me of my dance instructor days. I had a student that was a psychiatrist. He started taking dance lessons to learn for her. She came into his office as a patient. You know what clicked? When he did the inkblot test she saw a butterfly on one of the cards. That’s a beautiful story.
Which reminds me of the mad scientist that makes the juices for my mom to take. He says the nano particles can also cure breast cancer. Don’t know what the combination is, nobody in my immediate family has had the treatment. But 2 summers ago my sister made friends with a gal that flew in from California to get his treatment. She didn’t want to go the radiation and chemo route. I met her when we went to the pool. Very nice lady.
The flip side to the mad scientist. He takes lots of breast pictures and carries them in his phone. Then shows them off. Not sure if it’s a pervy thing or a sales pitch to get more customers. But my family didn’t approve.
I would like to be able to say I have a boyfriend though. Just putting that out there.
Jess asked me the other day if I had a boy toy I was sending pics.
I didn’t know how to answer it so I dodged the question.
Cause on one hand the answer is no, toys are disposable. I want a happy ever after.
On the other hand, I do have a playmate.
I need more hands.
Then on the next hand, I have someone I really want to connect with and he’s the only one I let have my story and my personal pictures.
Then on the next hand, we are connected in some web weaving kinda way.
Then on the next hand, we haven’t even seen each other face to face.
It’s complicated.
So for now the only way I can describe it is I’m married to my storyline. Which I didn’t consciously create, but I did by following the bunny trail.
When I first posted I was married on FB, I did cause that’s what I thought I was supposed to do cause you said you were married. So I did it too.
But, it’s awkward when people ask me about it. Cause I do say it’s just me all the time. But, the good thing about the FB post, is it never popped up on the timeline for everyone. Just two people commented. That was a relief.
I did mention it to my sister just in case. Told her it’s cause I didn’t want guys msg’ing me, which is also true.
Not sure why he posted this either.
Syncing up with the water shoe, the water maiden, the water flow.
Weird stuff.
But, I will be using mine when I go on the dolphin excursion.
Alright so a couple of weird things happened
Little wiz posted same time you were talking. And I know you are talented by don’t think you could carry on two convos same time. So is that really your son? Or did you preprogram a chat bot to post for you?
I did get worried about that before too, after the dream. Cause I thought it was you, and then thought what if it isn’t? I got through that period by tieing your younger self to my younger self. Then decided if it was, then you’ve already explained how my dreams work to him, or he reads this so he learns to for his lady in waiting. So, I’m not gonna be embarrassed, maybe I helped. But I’m not doing it again just in case.
I do debate if it’s you or not, cause he’s very smart too. But, if you had a son, I’d expect them to be, so that didn’t gimme an answer.
I do love playing with him though and if he makes my mind pop things out that might help, that’s a good thing for me and you and everyone else too.
Like father like son, or dad’s inner child? Dunno! Not risking it though.
Then new dude pops onto the scene, I drop a vid, he drops this one. Then I start dancing in my mind with you, which was interesting that a dancing couple came up soon after that. It also had the stars align set up like the Lindsey Video. Then I turned it off.
I’m thinking maybe I send msgs through my image flashes to other roses. I already have a dance partner. Told him he should go shopping.
And there’s another layer to the whole son thing.
Way back when I was afraid to talk to all guys on the platform Preston started talking to me. But I was afraid to talk to him cause of the whole losing my mind thing. Then I said I had to anchor back to you so I wouldn’t be afraid.
Anyway I was worried about all kinds of stuff that ran through my head. I didn’t want anyone hitting on me, or anybody to think I was hitting on them cause I was talking to them. It was really hard for me to have conversations objectively.
Not too long after we had started chatting I told him I thought he’d be a great guy for my niece. He’s a very happy, campy guys they’d probably have good energy together, plus he loves to dance, and she does like it too.
Then when the whole thought process of little wiz might be an entirely different person than you, and could be your son, or someone posing as it. I thought well if he is then he’s pretty talented at all this stuff and would make an even better match for Jess. Now if its Big Daddy, then it’s a no go!
Are prearranged marriages a thing? Or are they already known in the timeline? Can the “who” be read? Or is that a surprise for everyone? What’s the real reason I had the urge to tell Preston that? I’ve been right about a lot of things, and wrong too. I was thinking it, but could have also been to calm the anxiety I had about every guy on there at the time. All the syncs certainly don’t help that situation.
Then again, she doesn’t even dig twitter, but I didn’t either. Though I still felt the urge to log in, so maybe she’s on a different path to meet her prince. I dunno!
Who’s the man behind the mask of little wiz?
Sometimes I get big smiles as I go through the stream. There’s been multiple occasions where a picture popped that I didn’t want to post at the time but thinking about it. Then later, could be that day or a day or two later, you make a post that says the words I was thinking.
Y2k was the most recent one.
I had a dream in the shower the other day, or image flash probably is a better description. There was a couple scenes that went by but the only one I remember is that the mermaid and the dolphin popped out of the water onto the pier side by side.
I don’t know what a lot of this stuff means. But what I do know, is that I’ve had space dreams, earth dreams, and sea dreams. You were in all of them.
Some are metaphorical, like I know we aren’t gonna be rolling around together in the real butterfly nebula, but I think twitter is the space location. So that makes those ones kinda real.
As for the earth ones, Im still waiting to see how they play out. I know the things in them are hints as to where, no idea on when. I put my requests in.
As for the sea, we never had sex in the sea. Except that one time, in band camp. Though I was in my bed in the dream and the dolphin was out of the water, even though it was still swimming in the air. I guess that doesn’t count as the sea.
Hey! I just saw I have a “discover more” option at the end of my comments. That’s new. I don’t remember ever seeing that before.
Still waiting to see it.
This was in the discover more posts below the comments. This is where Im at in my thoughts.
Are you still married to the idea of being married? Told you I had a long list of things had to happen first. I said I wanted a real kiss on the books. That hasn’t happened.
Yet?
You know the difference between the guys that DM me their ads on twitter vs FB? FB peeps are trying to sell me legit shit. Been friending all kinds of people and the only ones that have msg’d, so far anyway, are trying to get me to use their construction services, or marketing products. etc.
I’m ok with that.
What upset me on Christmas was that you had gone on strike from interacting with me for months. Yes, little wiz came into the picture, but that’s not you, even if that may be you, but it also might not be. So that whole thing has me pretty confused, but that’s besides the point.
What upset me was that all I got was a Merry Christmas. I just started to cry, almost didn’t respond at all. I’ve spent the whole last however many months just about every day sharing my story with you and all of my dreams. Am I the only one to do that? But, I got the same as everybody else. Had never even gotten a “Thank you for sharing your story with me”
What got me over it was all the post that came the days after. They made me smile and I could play again. I really do appreciate those.
I have to ask, is that all you dreamed about? Just to have an online mirror to reflect your dreams? Cause that’s not all my heart wants, in fact, it’s not what I dream about on the daily at all, even if it is a stepping stone.
I picked up an underwater camera yesterday so I could take all kinds of pictures of the reefs while I was snorkeling today.
The front of the box. I did flip it over to read the back, was checking for the cord to make sure it could attach to my wrist.
Just got a ding from someone asking if I saw any iguanas. Yesterday, I did. Saw 2 as I was driving. They were running together then split. One ran into the woods and the other stopped on the lane next to where I was driving and watched all the cars drive by. I was in the pole position at the time.
Charged it up and went to take some pictures and it wouldn’t work. Kept saying there was no card. Checked inside the box to see if I was missing something nothing there.
Checked the box again and saw the Not Included X on the side. I couldn’t even read the small print, had to take a picture of it to enlarge it to see.
Shouldn’t that be on the front of the box if you had to buy extras? I could have bought the cheaper one but thought this would be cool if I got to take underwater videos too. So now I gotta either buy the SD card or take it back. Not sure if I still have the receipt.
Almost forgot! Was on the phone the other day with my sister telling her about all the pictures I’ve posted. Sometimes I think of her trips too and take pics of where I think their RV could park. She told me she rarely goes on FB because she thinks everyone is fake. It confused me for a bit. I asked her why she thought that. She said cause quite a few of her friends are on the phone with her telling her one thing about their relationships then go and post all these photos of them that make it look like their life is great and she knows that’s not the case.
I was thinking, why would anyone want to take pictures of the sad times and have that as the reoccurring memory every year? People take pictures of the fun stuff.
Then she said, not like your pictures. You post things about places you visit. That’s not the same.
Isn’t it though? I take my pictures when I’m in a happy mood most the time. There’s times though when just before or just after it makes me sad that I’m by myself, or a picture triggers that feeling. Other times I’ve been proud I accomplished it by myself, then shortly there after wished I wasn’t.
I’m good, until I’m not, then I get good again.
I think it works both ways, a bad day doesn’t mean a bad life. Or if you’re in a shitty situation it’s the bright moments that get you through.Funny memory from 11 years ago I just pulled up 🙂
I’m gonna make a post on FB again describing how I use FB and how it makes me smile though it works a bit differently, since Im opening one day at a time and it’s 11 years ago.
My iPhone movies do similar sometimes when they pop, but some do give a little stab at times.
