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So this was an interesting gentleman.
He got on the bus the stop after I did. Got a big kick out of his costume. I was sitting on the bottom level of the bus, and he went up to the couple of steps to the next level. But I could still here him chatting. A guy asked him why he was wearing it and he said he wore it all the time. It was his clothes. I perked up at that point got up and asked if I could take his picture.
Then I sat across from him, next to the other guy that was asking him questions, and took over. He said he was a Nomad. He had travelled, mostly by foot through 50 states. I asked him where he was from. He said hard to say, by the time he was 4 he had already been to 15 states. I asked to sit next to him because I was having a bit of trouble hearing him. He said sure, so I did.
His story seemed legit, I was telling him of places I had been and wanted to go and he told me places to go while I was there. First suggestion was a hot spring. I asked him how he knew where everything was he said he once had an iPad and studied a satellite map, so he knew the lay of land. Then he just roamed wherever he felt. I asked if he had photographic memory, he said yes but it’s called Eidetic.
At some point he brought up going to the doctors and they told him he had early onset Alzheimer’s. He forgets people, he’s met the same people 15 times and can’t remember their names. I said what about faces? Can’t remember them either. How do you know you know them? They tell me.
I got stuck there. I get the names part, but not the faces?
So I did go on to tell him about the story you posted about the guy that lost a good portion of his brain and still had memory. That memories weren’t storied in the brain. He said, YES! In the whole body and went blank stare mode as he rubbed down his body.
Then came back. Started talking about some other things but then he got preoccupied with his stop. He was getting off at Big Pine Key. That was the next stop and he was gone.
I wish I had more time to talk to that guy. His face was clean, his shirt looked clean, so he had to be able to shower / wash somewhere. He did smell a bit of cigarettes too. If forever the nomad how was he funding himself? He said he didn’t use cell phones or computers, just followed the map in his head.
Not sure where Im going with all this but I do remember that grounding was involved and one of the best places to connect back to the earth was at the beach. Something about the sand & water transmitting or conducting. Forget which, but I did ground as I looked at the sun at first morning light with naked eyes. (no contacts/glasses) and tried to find natural places put my feet. Stone and not asphalt, grass, and made sure to get beach time.
Swimming? Water was cold, but standing on the edge did the same thing.
1 yr ago today.
Laying out on Palm Beach. I had met a friend who was there for the season. She had a car so we went for the day.
Seems like the weather was much warmer last year than this year. Been really cloudy and windy almost all week here.
Also, this morning a post popped on FB where the guy had insomnia. I told him how I fixed my sleeping patterns to adjust circadian rhythms. So there was some conflicting info when I ran the gpt vs what Dr. Kruse published in his research. He said to get the first morning light in your naked eyes to enable the hormones to activate that produce melatonin. So I had to probe a little deeper.
Regulating and fixing your circadian rhythms involves adopting healthy sleep habits and lifestyle changes. Here are some tips to help you reset and maintain a proper circadian rhythm:
- Consistent Sleep Schedule:
- Go to bed and wake up at the same time every day, even on weekends.
- Consistency helps regulate your body’s internal clock.
- Exposure to Natural Light:
- Spend time outdoors during the day, especially in the morning.
- Natural light exposure helps regulate your circadian rhythm.
- Limit Exposure to Artificial Light at Night:
- Reduce exposure to screens (phones, computers, TVs) at least one hour before bedtime.
- Use dim, warm-colored lights in the evening to signal to your body that it’s time to wind down.
- Create a Relaxing Bedtime Routine:
- Establish a calming pre-sleep routine to signal your body that it’s time to wind down.
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- Keep your bedroom cool, dark, and quiet.
- Invest in a comfortable mattress and pillows.
- Avoid Naps or Keep Them Short:
- If you need to nap, keep it short (20-30 minutes) and avoid napping too close to bedtime.
- Be Mindful of Jet Lag:
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Did you have dreams about having sex in secret compartments? None of mine were. One of the first ones was in a cave, and I didn’t like it so we moved out in the open.
But, if that’s what you want we can find a secret little hideaway.
I really enjoyed the fish pedicure. Took a bit to get used to it. It tickled at first especially on the bottom of the feet. Got used to it after a little while. Was pretty hard to get clear photos. The sun’s reflection grey’d out the water. Got clear in the shadow of my leg and when I used portrait mode.
Here’s Chloe trying out her new booties. She was a little wobbly at first but got the hang of them pretty quick. For the most part neither foot dragged. The black wrap on her left is what’s the string connection that’s keeping her toes up when she walks. She’s not very energetic but her hips weren’t collapsing by the time we were done so I think we have a good walking strategy to stop her toes from bleeding and she’s not refusing to move. She doesn’t like me strapping all these things to her feet but we gots to do what we gots to do.
Are you still a virgin? A lot of this would make a lot more sense if you were.
I just don’t get this dynamic that’s going on.
I definitely feel like I’m a born again virgin. That’s what guys want, right? Virgins. The more the merrier?
What’s the truth behind that? Conquest? Notches?
Website popped: https://notchesblog.com/about-2/Back on why women are shamed and not men.
Intimacy, it’s a thing.
Guys applauded, girls condemned.What do you think the girls in college today with the 50+ bodycounts are going to go through as their lips are sealed with butterflies? When they are finally ready to settle down and build a family? I got thyroid disease. They started with depression, anxiety, cutting, medications for all sorts of stuff and this will mound on top.
I don’t have the answers just a lot of questions.
Like, why did I open the door for an alt account if it wasn’t you? And if it is you, why can’t we enjoy each other in adult ways? What’s with the blocks I get all the time? Not like Im dreaming of being with anyone else sexually, except that one time with mini you and big you was part of it.
YOU.
I wanted it to be real.
Is that a bad thing? Only if the other person doesn’t want the same thing.
So what side of the fence are you sitting on?Also, when I say happy ever after, I do realize that everyone will always have their up days and their down days. But both of us educated enough about our emotions and able to help each other when needed or just hold each other’s hand as they go through it.
Not mean like the rose wars are. People dying for real all the time as a result of them. Mega zaps without any foundation to pull themselves out of it? That’s just shitty. Suicides at an all time high last year.
https://www.nbcnews.com/meet-the-press/video/more-than-50-000-americans-died-by-suicide-in-2023-more-than-any-year-on-record-201161285832#The campground Five Flags I wanted to stay got back to me and said they were booked on the 16th. So I got a quickie overnighter at Flat Creek. Shaved about 2 hours off the ride that day. That’s the one thing that was eating at me, driving 7 hours, plus any stops along the way, I thought might be pushing it. Got the ding, so I booked it. But got a ding on Five Flags and that fell through. Had cute pictures, but they were already taken so guess mine aren’t needed for this trip.
I ate lentil soup for dinner and added left over rotisserie chicken. Only had the one can so none left over. Picked a little earlier on the chicken, and also ate 3 of the coco plums as I was walking back from the pool.
Made this post before I left for the pool and also sent it to Jess
Did my laps while at the pool. It was a bit chilly today. I did some laps but not all, a lady started talking to me when I got the shallow end about her foot and then kept going. It was like 10 minute one way conversation. She was going on about the weather in Connecticut and how she uses her phone to control the heat in her house from here to make sure the pipes don’t freeze if they lose electric. She jacked it up today. She was disappointed the pool wasn’t cold, I’m not nobody would use it if it was, was pretty much all I said the whole time. That and that I was from NJ.
I excused myself told her I was getting cold and went down to the hot tub. Bunch of people in there. I just got my spot and wasn’t in the mood for chatting really. Closed my eyes and put my head back then had an image flash type of dream.
We were making love on the sofa. You were seated and I was on top. At first we were hugging close. Kissed then you kissed my breasts. Then I leaned back and we made like a V shape, but it was odd cause there was no leverage to keep going like that but we did. Then I came back up and you were kissing and sucking my right breast. Then you turned into a boar head. That freaked me out and I opened my eyes. Here’s the odd thing, your hair changed tints, started reddish like some of your photos, then more brown like it looks on some of the videos.
That’s all the wisdom I got for this afternoon. Who knows what might come later, the night is young!
I do have a question about the recorders. If they record their stuff, what’s the feature on the recording device that will play it back for them on specific dates like my FB memories do? I like seeing the surprises, not the ones that make me sad so much, but in general I do like to see it all.
Also the dreams aren’t nearly as fun in the hot tub.
That reminds me of a plane I saw with one red wing and one blue wing.
Also so a reel earlier which was funny. It was a clip of a guy carrying a red suitcase and walking out into the ocean. It had wording on it that says “When your spirit guides give you the sudden urge to move to the ocean”
And you know, that’s one of the things I’ve wondered about. If we were having sex would the dreams come during? Would they be more detailed? more intense? Could one hold off until the other finishes their dream sequence?
I was thinking that would kind of suck if we had to take turns using the bedroom in order to have our dreams. Guess we could do ourselves together but that wouldn’t be as fun.
Why is 69 a popular number? I haven’t had dreams of us doing 69 in the traditional sense. My experience with it isn’t as enjoyable as I go, you go, or we go together.
I wrote something in the discord about the guys feet on the ground so she could fly. Wish I had saved it or could get it, but the discord was deleted. I was talking about a bible story in genesis.
See! This dude says the same thing and you must agree or you wouldn’t have posted it. It’ll be fun 😀 Now, I’ll be honest Im a bit rusty its going on 2 years and I got my my virgin status back. So we should take it slow & gentle or maybe make a game of it, like Truth or Dare?
We have to incorporate your dreams too. You didn’t know me back then, so they would have been projected onto someone else. But, pick your favorites and we can reenact them. I covered a lot of the bases so maybe I got most of them mixed in already.
As you already, I don’t have much experience in being creative in the bedroom in the with partner kinda way. It’s been pretty traditional. So I’ll let you take the lead. Read any good books? Maybe go page by page? Then it will feel like a classroom. Scratch that. Let’s just mix them all up in a bowl and pick one. Or you pick. Ill play it by ear as it unfolds.
https://x.com/BrianRoemmele/status/1744914298231820409?s=20
The identifiers.
That’s what I keep going back to.
I stopped talking because for a minute there I felt like I was being a hypocrite. Remember how I DM’d you about my dreams. But the key difference is that you were aware enough to know I was going through something. Not sure if you knew what the female side of things looked like, nor if any other ladies’ look similar, but you went silent but knew something so as to not completely turn your back on me.
Top down approach? 5 – 3
You had a couple years of me around so you knew there was a change. I think you knew you were part of it at least in some way before I msg’d.
The Lilith connection. I remember a post with a lady and a tree, the key that turns and the leg moved from in front of it.
I remember doing a bunch of picture posts after that about how I calmed my mind. I remember you using them shortly thereafter.
Anyway, that process is a lot different, and it took me a long time to even get the courage to approach you about it.
Guys Lilith assault out the gate without even knowing the person. Or use Adam. Do guys approach with Eve when they are waking up?
Forgot where I was going with this. That dude came back a second time, said he had questions, I told him I’m not partaking, as I said, you do you. He just said Gotcha.
So this is what they do and posting it to you in case it’s needed for the next gpt. When I wrote the post I had my own body in mind, friends of mine who’ve gone through the same thing, and then my sister saying people aren’t real on FB. I think I was pretty real about all my feelings on the subject. It wasn’t sexual at all.
So one word stands out and I get the DM and the convo rolls. Knowing what I know now, did I encourage that chat by using the tongue out emoji? Maybe but I wasn’t thinking about it like that when I did it. It was like a ha-ha type of thing, cause I really don’t care what he does or what he thinks about when he does it.
RZ: Tell me about the resort experience. I’ve only seen and heard experiences from the movies and we all know it’s not that lol
You sent
It was pretty laid back. Families were there, everybody did everything you would do at a regular campground, swimming, volleyball, eat at the restaurant etc.. just did it naked
you do have to carry a towel, can’t sit your butt cheeks on the public chairs 😛RZ:
Health dept everywhere lol.You sent
yep! cleanliness is next to godliness or something like thatRZ:
Scale of 1-10 how wrong is it I’m trying to imagine you there lolYou sent
you can do whatever you want lolRZ:
Dry diplomatic answer lolVery
Not dry 🙂
Wet/dry whatevs… your imagination is your playground. 😛
RZ:
Oh that’s dangerous lol. A little encouragement is all I need to be off and running lolYou sent
You do you bud! lol. Im not joining the party. 😛RZ:
Oh I think you already have and I think both know and like it lolYou sent
?? Im not imagining me at a nudist resort I’ve already been to.RZ:
Hahahaha touchéIt’s a big issue with a lot of the women and why they won’t talk about personal things.
This is a complicated topic and I need time to think it through.
This morning got me a little sad when the mouse picture came up.
I get zapped regularly, but not daily, or multiple times a day, like it used to be. But every couple of days something triggers. Got me thinking at first about how if these is all it will ever be, just getting hopes up then hurt.
But, then I got to thinking that I’d rather get it all out of the way before we got together so we knew how to handle things better or hmm avoid. Im not sure that’s a good thing, that’s how my throat closed up entirely. Maybe how and when is the right time to bring up certain topics.
Journaling is a funny thing.
If I think about how I was 3 years into every relationship I’ve ever been in, they wouldn’t know even a fraction of the info about me that I’ve shared here with you.
Were some of the stories painful for you to hear? All depends on what mask you were wearing that day.
I had bfs blow up over the fact that I had multiple partners in my life. What’s an acceptable number? #bodycount trends today have gone through the roof. Rebellion?
Who can get past it and who can’t?
You can only get hurt by the ones you love.
How many times does it happen before self preservation kicks in?Chasing another bunnies tale or asking me a question?
A delivery or a reveal?
I know how it felt.
You do you, boo.
How far back does your quora posts go?
I was just wondering if we spent our entire lives unknowingly installing signals so we’d know when we found each other. Then of course I wondered who did it first 😀
This was your top rated comment, says 12 years ago but can’t read the exact date.
https://qr.ae/pKDnA9Some Japanese twinning going on there.
Then I wondered when I got my first Altima. Think it was in 1993. I was already in my first house. Had the VW Fox for 3 years, then the Jetta for 2.
The “two of you” in bold post 12 yrs ago is funny too.
https://www.quora.com/How-can-we-see-images-in-our-minds/answer/Brian-RoemmeleFarming for data
Mining for gold
Raiding the frigI never did the frig raiding during the night though cause I had to get my zzz’s.
Found a fun campground for my over night stay on the way to Baton Rouge
https://www.fiveflagsrvpark.com/
Almost don’t even need to take my own pictures! The sliders won me over.
My bathing suit was this blue color not the seafood green I thought it was. It’s alright not my favorite. I did my first lens buddy shoot too. Wasn’t happy with how I looked so deleted them. Took this one just with a my regular camera.
The pictures are definitely a thing. I don’t want to post them until I feel like I look good in them. I know Im on the right track, I’ve doing all the things I need to be doing. Just don’t like what I see in the picture yet.
Here’s the thing. That would stop me from going to the pool in the suit. Nor getting completely naked at a resort. But it does with pictures. Is it just with you? In my head I say, if he loves me at my worst (not that I’m at my worst now) he’ll love me at my best and everywhere in between. But I still won’t post the picture. Wouldn’t post it anywhere else either, so I know it’s not just you, though you’re important to me.
Body beautiful is a struggle.
I scrolled by this picture of me the other day. I was 155 lbs here. I had just finished the keto diet cause of the cholesterol issues. But, I felt good about myself. It was the picture I used on the dating sites, and it’s how Flavi and I met. While I knew I could still lose more weight, it wasn’t even a thought process in my mind when we were together.
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