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I just realized there was a SpaceX launch tonight for Starlink satellites. I wonder if they are going to do it in the rain.
https://www.spacex.com/launches/mission/?missionId=sl-7-11
Just checked the weather. It’s actually supposed to warm up a bit this evening, and wind has died down. Supposed to stop raining until later tonight.
Would be cool if I could catch it and get pictures. They have a pretty long window though, like 4 hours for their back up times starting at 8pm my time.
Hope I’m close enough to get decent pictures if it does go up tonight.
11 yrs
Shared from my real estate page.
You know, I said last year, but I think the Ed Sheehan thing happened almost 2 years ago now. Time flies.
Homes on Damstredet Street, Oslo, Borough of St. Hanshaugen
Found this on a website, I totally want to do it.
https://www.nps.gov/grsa/planyourvisit/sandboardingsandsledding.htm
The video only shows kids hoping they let big people too. Already had this place picked out for a Colorado stop too 😀
So I added in Mt Rainier to the Washington segment. I’m a little confused about it though. I had added the North Cascades as a stop in Washington cause of the picture. And I did get excited when you posted the UFO tie in to Mt. Rainier, cause then I thought he’s helping to build our trip! Maybe you have been and I haven’t been picking up on it? Im going to try to pay more attention because I’ve been bad with that. Not that I’ve ignored you posts, I read ever one I see, and respond to most, and some days they are the only ones I pay attention to. But I didn’t put together that you might have been suggesting our stops for the in between from Moab to Vancouver. And that’s where I got confused.
When I tried to think about when we’d be in Washington my little voice said June. Then I thought about Alaska and how that was a 40 hr drive and breaking it up to 5-6 hour drives max would take almost 2 weeks. And that’s without staying anywhere to sight see a day or two.
Then I thought about being in Anchorage, Alaska by June 21 -22. Or is that not this year?
Yep, definitely confused now.
Planes, trains, and automobiles are popping.Are we redoing all of our photos?
Been a bit judgey today with pictures that I’ve come across. So Im gonna do the exercise you gave me a couple years ago. I posted about it as well
Was in a conversation with my cousin about her brother. She said he’s alienated a ton of people in his family and friends circles because of contradicting beliefs.
I was thinking the other day it would be cool if every time I ate something I wasn’t supposed to that I got a notification, maybe not as intense as the other night with the upset belly.
Home cooked meals vs eating out? Or what I pick when I eat out? Frequency?
I did grab a breakfast sandwich in the morning. Double layers.
But I did stop and grab breakfast foods at the dollar general on my way here yesterday so I could make scrambled eggs and sausage this morning.
I got a ding on frequency. Saves money eating home more too.
Moon on Moon action
Happens all over the place regardless of sex. Also how they get they’re freak on 🙂
But, that’s what the girl babies & the mama’s have. Probably why they trigger each other so frequently.
My mom has a saying:
A son’s a son until he takes a wife
A daughter’s a daughter for the rest of her life.She said she never wanted boy babies.
I was the opposite, which is kinda funny. Though as I aged I didn’t care what I had, just really wanted to start a family.How do the mama’s boys fit in? I’m guessing it’s cause they haven’t found someone to be their moon yet, or even someone to be the stepping stone to find “the one” that does it for them. The lessons along the way are missing for some. What’s the cause of over attachment to the mother figure? The urge to seek approval (that happens with guys and gals). I’ve dates guys on both ends of that spectrum though. The momma’s boy and the one who has deep bitterness. One did it out of guilt and I really don’t know what happened to cause the bitterness. Helicopter mothering? That’s all that was expressed to me anyway. Dunno, most guys don’t express, or rather explore, those feelings so really hard to understand it.
11 yrs
Yesterday I was thinking about vampires and how I went through a phase of being a vampire and sucking all the fun out then became a vampire hunter then some how became the good guys. I don’t remember all of it from last year, just remember Ed Sheehan in pink floating around in the video.
11 yrs
The Blackpool Tower Ballroom in the UK. That’s where the world championships are held every year. I shared it from the New Jersey State Open competition page.
Not sure what the foreman did in this game, but apparantly my mom is in charge of it now.
“I pinch your nose”
Saying it the same way my mom said when she said I squish your head.
“I got your nose”
Is that the same thing? Or is it hereditary? Or metaphorically speaking saying we are like minded individuals?
Story about the pinchers:
I was posting on twitter and got a little twerked. Friends or followers kind of thing. My heart wants friends but I’m in a sea of people that just want followers. People who I had thought were my friends, dropped me. Others I wanted to befriend who’d wouldn’t friend me back. So when I started to add a bunch of new people so I got my dings back, one gal in particular who I wanted to friend before and wouldn’t, did so when I had a larger following than her. I had decided I didn’t want to friend any of those who didn’t want to friend before when I was smaller. I clicked accept on her though and I was a little upset about it after I realized it. Then I just let it be and thought things would be different.
Then she took a post I made and dropped my name to the bottom so it looked like her post. I’ve seen you do it on your posts, but not to people, just to generic pages. That upset me. And the weird thing is for the longest time I was thinking I was just pulling the Pinterest database into twitter for everyone to use. I just smiled when I saw a picture I posted and thought it would be really cool if I found that for them. I did learn how to do the name drop, just opted on not using it and sharing people instead. Slowed my roll too much, and I didn’t care about the credit. Message over messenger. But for her, it was different.
I said I didn’t like it, so what to do about it. Did a problem solving dream.
The dream was a little mouse, and this crab claw came into the picture and pinched it’s nose. The mouse jumped back afraid.
I didn’t know what that meant. The next morning though, had a chain of images from her and I posted all the pictures that popped in them. One of which said that she deserved credit for her work. I only remember two images, one that said be the star you want to be, then a good morning image.
That’s all I remember from it. We were unfriended, but I didn’t unfriend so that happened on it’s own. She did re-friend, but I didn’t reciprocate it. Haven’t seen her since, yet anyway. Other people have popped recently that dropped me and I did post in the flow.
Anyway, back to the pinchers. I get them all the time, as the mouse. Things pop up and I get a flutter of things through my mind that take me back a bit and I have to come to terms with it. So I know that process is reciprocated across the board.
That happened yesterday with the reel where the girl was saying you didn’t take my man you took my problem. I got mental pops of the post I made kicking your wife out. Felt like she was yelling at me. And that’s when the one man’s trash is another man’s treasure popped. And I said he’s a treasure. Whatever bumps are in the road we’d get through it.
That just triggered another memory from last summer which made me cry.
I was responding to your posts and crying then too. I said I may just be one out of a ton of followers but you mean the world to me.
Still do. I just feel like I’m still stuck in a pinball machine being bounced all over.
Partitions placed.
What if the male energy was the moon?
Im seeing lots of pictures with it, it just doesn’t click for me. When I said the man in the moon or on the moon I meant having sex with her.
The moon is in the dark, can only be seen with the sun’s reflection. Fits with the veil thing.
Moon has craters, sun has solar flares which erupt. Innies and outties kind of thing.
So why would they be flipped?
An in the moment suggestion perhaps to bring one to light?
The details would be brought to light?
The sun is eclipsed in the background, and the only stars see are O’rion belt.
Put him to sleep so she can shine?
Eclipse’s don’t last forever though, it’s a passing phase.
6 yrs
The fries were shared. Documenting my misdeeds or new philosophy?
Awareness. The fries did taste good with the Rosemary seasoning but I rarely get fries now when I get my burgers. Only once in awhile do I get a craving for them.
The Dad’s stood out when I took this pic. Just got dinged on FB too
Back to the apparition.
Who manifested whom? Maybe it was both same time. Your future self and my 5 yr old self.
4:33 is where it’s at.
Still don’t know what the numbers are supposed to mean but that’s the post you made and then I came back to you.
Lots of stops along the way too 😀
Is time irrelevant or everything?
One thing I know for sure, time’s slipping slipping slipping into the future and I have a lengthy drive ahead of me.
I’ll Be Back!
The male attraction
They can see you’ve been able to balance both. The male and female energies and want the same for themselves. Creatively bring light to the details.
I think the ladies are waiting for their safe harbor. I’ve tried to encourage them to play a bit even if it’s temporary and they won’t budge. They want their person for their love story. Are the pieces in place? Maybe, hard to tell for sure. Because each member will bring their own twist to their story.
This post is funny
Yesterday I was driving and remembered that embedded post thinking maybe I had to embed I love Roxanne into an image. Then I wondered how many times I had to write it for it to be classroom style. 100 times? 10? I settled on once this morning.
Which is kind of a funny story. Last year I was having a three way conversation and I said something along the lines of this was all made possible because of one man! And I got a ding that it was wrong. Then I corrected myself and said cause I did it, but he helped. So maybe it’s two men, but only cause you wished I was a man. But I could have read into that cause I know you know men have a penis and women have a vagina. Maybe you just wanted us to be BFF’s forever. Or maybe you were just pawning your wares. There’s a lot of possibilities.
I’ve been getting random anger flashes that seem to come out of nowhere. I was having happy thoughts and then an angry voice came and said “or you could be just online ignoring your wife and kids”, then a memory of you saying as long as you make time for them came. Now I find myself going numb again.
Yesterday I saw a reel that had a girl saying you didn’t take my man you took my problem.
Then I remembered you posting one man’s trash is another man’s treasure.Who am I to you?
In the beginning of this, I did get very excited at the thought of being able to finally have kids. I don’t remember what happened but that ended up with me saying I couldn’t have kids but I wanted you to be the god father to my niece and nephew.
There was also a point not too long ago when I thought I could adopt or catch me one of those Mexican babies they were throwing over the wall.
After I miscarried when I was married, I did think maybe I should adopt. I was thinking then it would be easier to get them already out of diapers and potty trained or maybe it’s house broken. Dunno.
Regardless, I would love to think that you were manifesting me as I was manifesting you.
The problem with that, there isn’t a person standing next to me for me to be emotionally attached to (in a healthy in person kind of way). I’m not afraid of my emotions, I just don’t want to be lost at sea. Light on, light off, clap on, clap off.
The clap, an STD I’ve never had, and don’t want to. I think I said that before though.
Now about the pinch.
15 years text post:
“is trying to avoid doing work”
And this was the Pinterest pop.
I haven’t been enjoying posting the pictures that pop on Pinterest lately. There’s a lot of times I don’t understand the text chain that goes with the pictures I post but at least the pictures are fun. Lots of ads for toys and cars lately on top of the stories I don’t get.
I think it’s possible some of the ladies found their person already and dismissed them because they weren’t emotionally mature enough to handle them. That could mean either party in the relationship, but boys do take longer to mature than girls in general. I know I’ve wanted to walk away from this at least a dozen times.
What stopped me?
Me.
Yes, it’s been a battle cause I don’t understand a lot of it. But I already know I love me. I’ve loved me all along. I wasn’t falling “in love” with myself. It’s been a learning process of what all I’m capable of, loving me more, and what’s my mental breaking points that hold me back from reaching my full potential. I know that’s a never ending pursuit, but that’s all part of it to pass on to future generations so they can climb higher.
Back to the real life couple thing, why I didn’t walk away. If I love myself first, and all other men but none too much, I wouldn’t do something so long lasting in mind if it weren’t meant to be exactly that. A partnership made in heaven that will be reflected here on earth. Eventually.
Still don’t know what’s taking so long. Maybe we’re just waiting for me to feel super sexy in my own skin. Cause what guy doesn’t want a super sexy sex kitten?
Did you have a number in mind? Cause if you did it might take a really long time cause I cheat on my diet all the time. Yesterday I had cheese soup. And the day before I had a big bowl of pasta. Who knows what I’ll have today, haven’t ordered my groceries yet. I kid, kind of. Did have those things but ate my soup with a salad. Did have beef with it.
Cause feeling good is something I want for myself so I feel good when I look at pictures and videos. Cause we’re apparently going to dance a lot, I’ve had a ton of dreams of us dancing 😀
