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7 yrs ago
There’s an off leash dog park that was very close to my townshouse where I used to take Chloe. It was huge, and had a creek in it where I’d throw the ball and she’d swim for hours to fetch it and bring it back. She is an amazing dog. New agility, played fetch, swam with me.
I see this videos and pictures of her running and playing and I just get so sad. My girl isn’t feeling well. Yesterday she had multiple times where she just gave up trying to stand. She’s not happy. She’s give me a low growl messing with her feet all the time. It’s not a mean growl, just a I hate this growl. I cry a lot watching her. I try so hard to try to help her and a lot of times I think Im making it worse. The videos I watched said the only thing I could do for it was try to give them some quality of life. I try. She gets some energy and wants to play but falls over. She won’t chase the ball, I guess her legs hurt her to run. I try to just think about something else when I start getting to emotional.
Did get me wondering about old soul vs young soul, not age wise, just experience wise. If the universe is constantly expanding that means that all the so is the aether. I guess it’s not cells but it’s making new stuff, and that new stuff is empty and would have to learn. Maybe making new consciousness’s along the way. One girl I watched said she saw a soul machine in her dream and how they are made. And I’m thinking about my friends comment about her leveling up. If old souls are a thing, she’s been through the dog years quite a few times and learned her lessons. Right from the beginning she was by my side, if I jumped so did she. Anything to make me happy.
My Suki, she’s be a young soul. She’s very willful and does the opposite of what I want half the time. If Im trying to help Chloe stand, she’ll come and bowl us both over. Ask for the ball, she runs away. She’s been through all kinds of classes and but she’s still needs bribes to behave. I think part of that is also cause I don’t spend the time I need to with her. I feel guilty if I leave Chloe behind and when I take Chloe I can’t walk the speed I need to for Suki. We take very slow steps when Chloe is with us. No perk there anymore, she struggling and falling so Im concerned most of our walks.
Anyway, I know I’m going to have to make a decision on Chloe in the not too distant future. Seeing her like this breaks my heart, and having to make that decision will also. She’s been my companion for a long time. If it was an option, I never left home without her.
10 yrs ago
I made a post about genetically engineered food. The right to know act that never got passed into law. Don’t recall the letter, but seems I wrote one or filled out a form about it, which is more likely.
Back when I was first learning to use the syncs I vaguely remember using the bat signal whenever I needed help. I’d post it in the feed, can’t remember if it was on someone’s post or in my feed though. But I remember getting help coming into the feed when I posted it. Foggy memory
For the record, I don’t have a clue what he was talking about for most of that conversation. He sent me a strange DM too saying the eyes of Athena are a touchy subject these days. Eagles and owls and people forgetting how trees need day and night. And Not awsome birdies eating each other. Caw caw Motherfucker
This is more of a vent post than anything. I do have questions about what role Im supposed to be doing. There’s not a lot of people that seem to value the little kid bits I write. You’re accounts do great, mine not so much. I have a few people that really enjoy my pics but the bonuses I get aren’t enough to support myself. So I know I’m supposed to kick back and wait for whatever it is to come to me, and I do that with the writing but I’d like to get an idea of what direction I’m supposed to be going in to actually earn a living.
I got a little worried with the letter sitting there. Didn’t know if it was going to be a love note or another Dear John letter.
I got lavender fields forever! 😀
1 yr
“How cool are those clouds?”On FB first post I saw this morning was my nephew’s header update with a picture of clouds he took. Think I saw a butter fly 😀
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Rest are text posts and I liked this picture so I’m using it 🙂
14 yrs
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</span> (Klo-ee) She cried all night long heh You’d think someone was torturing her it was so loud.. she survived though. Now on to the hard part.. housebreaking, she can’t climb steps yet though.. any tips?I trained her in the crate but that didn’t last long. She slept on the floor next to me while I was with Rich. Then when he moved out she got his side of the bed. She’s been there since. Slept between Flavi and I down at my legs.
Suki got the floor. She’s a moose so I always tell her to beat it when Im going to bed. Here and there she does snag some cuddle time though.
15 yrs
anybody out there a content/article writer? I thought i read it on somebody’s profile but i forget who <span class=”x3nfvp2 x1j61x8r x1fcty0u xdj266r xhhsvwb xat24cr xgzva0m xxymvpz xlup9mm x1kky2od”>
</span> pm me if thats you plsI was looking for someone to make blog posts for me. I couldn’t get into staying steady with writing real estate posts. Still not any good at it, but Im doing better with writing about things that happened that I like 🙂
15 yrs
“is looking at the slushy mess outside”And if that spam at the bottom has anything to do with what I was thinking of earlier today, it was that ever since you told us to brand our stuff I feel like my posts are naked without adding something eye catching to the mix
Im still a little frustrated with the pops. I keep getting tons of videos which take a bunch of time to download then to upload instead of just getting pictures, and lots of the pictures had been ads lately. So, Im using my hot tub pic from yesterday for a hot tub convo summary
A girl from the Baja group friended me she’s been traveling around with her family having a great time. She wanted to chat by phone, so I figured what the hay, Im sitting there doing nothing so I vid chatted with her from the tub. Went through a bunch of chat about Baja then she got into her sales pitch for selling some sort of attorney related package. She sent me the links to watch the video and team building, so I guess its like a pyramid and you get commission on their commission or something. Im not interested so I don’t know that I’ll actually watch it to tell exactly what it is cause I just kept thinking how AI will be able to handle a lot of the legal recommendations and she’s gonna be out of a job. Im not interested in meeting people just to sell them something either. She did tell me about Rally groups though, that meet and head in to Baja together.
Today talked a bunch about commercial real estate. One of the guys sounded like a big wig for the healthcare industry in terms of their internet systems. They are afraid to go all in on AI choosing to use people, but trying to make their systems easy in and easy out so customers don’t get frustrated. Anyway, also told me about how their company which used to have 5 huge office buildings of 3k cubicles each, now has 1.5 filled, the rest went remote or using it as temp office space, nobody’s sitting in.
They talked for a long time about the migrant issue, brought up the tex gov vs Biden on the border wall. I didn’t participate much in that convo cause I haven’t been following it, didn’t know anything about it, other than to say they should just save everybody a lot of time and have a help wanted office and issue work visas cheap and easy with a job destination.Then they’d disperse throughout the country where needed instead of piling into one area and could be paying taxes right from the get go and it would resolve a lot of issues.
We got into the attorney convo again saying how they are making bank on both ends, the illegals and the legals, so they obviously don’t want to fix the situation. How many hands are in that cookie jar and on the take?
I updated my web page with a new picture addition dedicated to you two riding my coat tails 😀 Was it a good ride?
I do have a question though, did she fantasize about going down on me? Cause it’s already been well established my mouth only goes for gold, so somebody had to be down there licking away.
Lilly meets Eve
Did I let the cat out of the bag?
Metaphorically speaking, of course. This is a pretty funny twist.
So will the real Adam please stand up!
Then this image popped on twitter and I got angry. The 4 arms line popped into my head, and other images of angels with multiple eyes and arms that I’ve seen. Then I had an image flash and I said I’d sooner cut off those wings then be stuck in the clouds. And that’s the scene that played. A little brutal but I took a sword and did just that. Wasn’t bloody but could see the wound, flesh, muscle, bone, a clean cut.
Back down to earth for you little lady!
Then I remembered the show Lucifer and how he did similar.
Then I got to this picture and my tears dried up pretty quick. I thought maybe he’s really in love this woman. I wasn’t sure if it was the same person though. So I did go to the profile pics this morning and see she has a new pic up. She looks great as a blonde. Then I thought, imitation is the best form of flattery.
The only sad Halloween I remember having was back when I was splitting from my husband. We might have only been together 6 months cause I remember I finally got him out of the house. I wasn’t sad about him going just sad that I what I thought was going to be a happy ever after blew up in my face. My sister and her husband at the time (Jess’ dad) came over to carve pumpkins. That might have made me sadder cause that’s not something I enjoy. I appreciated their company but didn’t join in. I went to bed and left them at my dining room table carving away.
Camille gets upset with me every year cause I won’t participate in that activity. I did ask her this year if she had paint. Cause that might be something I’d enjoy doing, trying to paint a picture on the pumpkin. But she didn’t have any, Jess took all the art supplies to her house. So I ended up just roaming around taking pictures and showcasing the day’s events. That was fun for me.
Bitter to the very end is popping.
1 yr
I have a lot of love to give and eventually I will find someone that wants to be on the receiving end of it.
5 years ago – another ad for a house for sale, picture is missing
6 yrs ago – Dinner at an Italian restaurant with Flavi. Looks like I had veal parmigian. Not sure what he had.
Then I got to this one and things went wonky inside. I started thinking maybe he really loves being alone. The words, the picture, all disconnected.
The jealousy on my ex’s part got me thinking. His behavior towards me completely changed as we got closer to the wedding. Very controlling and verbally abusive. I had given him my heart and dreams and he did the exact opposite of what he needed to do to keep them. He turned to whips and chains, instead of settling in to that happy medium. Communication being key to resolving differences.
Is it possible he saw a possible or “the” timeline of me leaving and operated out of fear instead of from his heart? What would make me stay and what would cause me to go? How do the rose wars factor into this? Nothing he did stopped it, so what was the point? If anything it just made me leave faster.
The hard way or easy way?
He tried to stop me from communicating with my family. They still came to the rescue.
He tried to cut me off from all of our finances, didn’t matter, I had control of the credit cards and the house, he ended up getting cut off and out of the picture.
Keep me on lockdown? Found and escape route.Even with all that, he was still left in a better position than when we met. I helped him find a lucrative career and used our wedding money to pay off his debt.
So what did I learn?
I should have listened to the red flags? Seen them a bunch of times and yet I keep coming back here.
Mentally I want to say fuck all of this, and then my heart cries.I started doing father daughter dances yesterday. I wrote about some of them on FB. Dad gave me a shoulder to lean on. Wasn’t crying then though, even had a pretty cool first happen.
God the father and god the son.
God Almighty a collective effort.2 yrs ago today we took my mom out to celebrate her beating cancer.
It was also the heaviest point, probably in my life. I beat myself up a bit, but I’m definitely better than I was. Also, that steak dinner was damn tasty.
Mary, Mary had a little lamb, her fleece was white as snow.
I bought some new slippers yesterday, the cheap kind at Walmart. The thing is with the synthetic fibers, they make my feet sweat, horribly. I never understood what the issue was until I got my first pair of Uggs. I was trying to hold out to order them but I really don’t like walking around in barefoot, my feet get cold. I tried to just wear socks but there’s nothing like the warm embrace of a slipper.
I do have magic feet after all.
This adventure was a fun one. I remember seeing the baby Roxanne on the wall and how it made me smile. Lots of times I wiz through places snapping as I go, unless something catches my eye. The picture of the little blonde girl did so I stepped closer and saw she had my name. That gave me a pretty big smile.
The blonde on the big screen. I did that first too, even with the pictures added later 😀
Written 2007
https://www.roxanneardary.com/blog/famous-new-jersey-firsts/
So here’s the deal. What I do know, it’s that I’m a pretty good person with a big heart. It seems I’ve spent a lot of my life playing the part of the doormat. I’ve gone into every relationship wholeheartedly, only to have my hopes and dreams stomped out. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad, it just is. There are couples that figured somethings out and managed to stay together even if there were shortcomings. Maybe you two are one of those couples. Maybe I helped you keep your marriage or maybe even save it. In which case, you’re welcome.
In the meantime, I know there’s somebody out there for me. A lid for every pot, as one of my friends always says.
More fertile grounds? Maybe. I do trust that I’ll find him. When? Who knows, it’s in God or Eve’s hands. It won’t be a metaphor either, it will be the real deal.
I’ve been feeling a little sad about my life lately. Not the awakening part, that’s just a whatever. I do like the skills I’ve gained and I feel like they are being under utilized. Maybe I’ve been barking up the wrong trees. There’s already caravans out and about exploring things. Maybe I should be hooking up with some of them. Might even meet someone that can become the man of my dreams.
There’s lots of things I liked better before all of this happened. I had circles to run with that were filled with people that I could sit with, eat with, laugh with. That doesn’t exist in the twitter space. I’ve tried, but got 1 person brave enough to come out of the shadows. The people out traveling already aren’t afraid.
Might even find someone I can actually cuddle by a fire with. If “Eve” lets me.
I’m used to keeping my stories to myself, did that my whole life, so just more of the same in that regard. I survived this long, now I’m better equipped and can use various spaces to let bits and pieces out when called to do so.
I looked up the pig symbolism for like the 100th time. Two different meanings stood out. Delusion was one, and a money bank was the other. I know Im definitely filled with a ton of coins at this point. I don’t want to be solely living in a virtual space. Nor do I want to be deluding myself to believing something is meant to be if it isn’t. So where does that leave me?
Exploring other options I guess.
