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My first kid dance partner when I was 14, his father keeps posting on my pictures telling me his next birthday he will be 90, and his son Dave has 3 girls and 1 boy.
This is him, his name is Russell, and his dance instructor posted in 2021.
I’ve been thinking about energy weapons.
What’s inside the orbs? Are they being used for good or for bad?
I was thinking about the time when my knees went out. Happened with one of the last guys I danced with professionally, Ranse or Anthony. Out of the blue, my knees literally gave out. I couldn’t stand, they just kept buckling. Couldn’t climb the steps, had to sit and scoot. Took awhile for them to heal. Had MRI’s done, went to the chiropractor. Came up with nothing. I still taught awhile after that but they kept being in pain and I stopped. I said if I felt like that at 30 I was going to be in terrible shape by the time I was 50 so I needed to find another career. They stopped hurting like they did, but I also don’t try to bend them or stay in any type of lunge or bent kneed position like a squat for long or the back seize up.
Lady at the hot tub today was talking about her hip replacement. Had that happen too, was getting cortisone shots so I could still compete.
My chiropractor talked about the energy daggers, and he used magnets to remove lodged emotions. Knees never got better though. I just keep thinking about that army throwing an arrow or spear at the back of my leg and wondering about it.
Q said spiritual warfare is a thing. Is it a thing if it’s a dream that plays on it’s own without you controlling it? If Im just the observer, why would that have manifested?
This is a pic of mostly 7th graders at the boarding school. Most of these kids were all from broken homes. I only remember a few of their stories. I think most felt like their parents abandoned them, like my sister did. I was the odd one, very happy to be there. Living part of one of my favorite musicals, Sound of Music. All those kids went to boarding school, and I was pretty happy I got to do it too.
I don’t recall the nun. Guess we had religion class. OHHH! I got my confirmation name then. It was whatever classes we had to take to get confirmed. The name I picked was Danielle, after my cousin Danielle. She picked my name too. Not sure how I passed the class cause I didn’t care much about the rules but there was a St Daniel that it could be derived from. Looked him up
<b>St.</b> <b>Daniel was a holy man from Egypt that went to comfort the condemned Christians who were sentenced to work in the mines until death</b>. Four companions, Elias, Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Samuel who also wanted to comfort the condemned Christians and care for their needs, accompanied him.
1 yr
I get passed love notes all the time. Even strangers send me things now, it’s pretty cool.
I did remember today when Flavi’s mom messaged me saying she had a dream I drove off a cliff and that I need to watch my surroundings.
That bugged me for awhile because I drove along a lot of mt. tops, and have intentions of doing that again. At the time none of my dreams had anything to do with falling off a cliff, though the first picture you posted when I started the process was of a guy jumping with a bungie cord. Until I had the dream no too long ago about standing on a mountain waving at you then jumping into a valley with my dog. I just remember turning the lid of leaves around from the ceiling to the floor and wandering around.
Maybe I’ll tell her I had a similar dream and what it was so she doesn’t have to have that in the back of her mind.
I was thinking maybe I should learn Spanish. If I go to Baja next year it might help. Last night I struggled a little bit, not because the steps were hard, but because I didn’t understand what they were saying. The Casino Royale dance has a caller. They called it in Spanish. So I didn’t know what step they wanted until I saw it, but by then it was too late for me to do it lots of times. Didn’t stop me from dancing though! I just kept going doing my own thing. 😀
My first dance partner when I was 14 that wasn’t a teacher. Dave West is his name, his Dad is Russell that I posted the picture of before.
I started smoking when I was 14. My girlfriends and I would sneak it when we were hanging out together. When I was home I used to sneak it in the bathrooms. I started by trying her cigarettes. She smoked all the time pack a day+ for my whole life. Anyway, so I thought that was the cool thing to do as you got older. She did catch me a few times and then threatened to stop paying for my dancing if she caught me smoking. She never quit though, and I couldn’t understand why. My relationship with Robert we both smoked, so that’s where the cigarettes after sex started. Dave was a smoker. Greg wasn’t. Rich was a smoker but switched to vaping, and I did too not long after. Flavi smoked when he was young but quit early on.
The things that were cool last night: Was new dances so it kept my attention. There were quite a few more girls than guys, but the teacher kept the partners switching so that was great. I didn’t have to lead, or teach. The Casino dance was done in a circle and the whole thing was designed to pass a partner after a couple moves. And that’s a problem lots of times when people come in to learn lessons, they don’t want to try it with anyone except the partner they came with. In that dance, it IS the dance. No clingy stuff. Country Western has dances like that too. It would be beneficial for ballroom studios to just incorporate the pre-choreographed dances like that which are fun, instead of the generic mixers. In the ballroom mixers, everyone just does a foxtrot around the room and brings the lady back to the end of the line, then gets the first person and foxtrots again. Lots sit it out. But if it was fun and challenging like the Casino was, it would be no big thing and the whole room would be up to participate.
Messaged Michael this morning to see what he’s been up to. He said just school and tennis. That’s been his favorite sport growing up. Pong popped. His dad did have him do a bunch of sports for a bit, basketball, soccer, tennis, baseball, but tennis is the one that he stuck with.
Just got off the phone with my cousin and got the full run down of the dream. She walked outside of her house and there were cats everywhere, all different colors. A dog catcher came to try to catch them and they all scattered. The blind one hid in her garage. Then somehow got into her house. It didn’t have eyes and it started following her around by her voice. And would only respond to her. She tried to get other people to get the cat but it would only listen to her.
I told her she’s a good witch and that was her familiar.
We then got talking about her and her brother Steven who finally started talking again after 8 years. The fallout they had was back when his second wife, Alexis, came into the picture and it was over his first wife, Elena’s son. When Steven got with Alexis he didn’t want to take Elena’s son. He refused to have any interaction with him. Steven was the only dad the little boy knew. He did deman 50-50 custody of the child they had together. All of Steven’s siblings got into an uproar over it, because the little boy was part of the family. Steven didn’t care and stopped talking to everyone and went on with his life with Alexis.
Now 10 years later Alexis and Stephen are having marital problems. She got cancer about 4 years ago, and while she was going through her treatments Steven’s son peeked in on her while she was in the shower. She never let that go and it’s festered. She’s been demanding that Steven drop his visitation down to every other weekend instead of having him there all the time. Steven put his foot down saying that’s his son and he needs to be part of his life. They were talking about divorce and that’s when Karen popped back into the picture. Now they are trying to work things out and Karen and Steven are rebuilding their relationship.
This was my halloween costume. Think I was trying to be a punk rocker. Barely remember it, but I think the shirt was purple and my hair sprayed purple or pink. Not sure what was up with the clown makeup.
I was remembering when I was a cheerleader back in boarding school. It was a pretty small school so the cheer team had girls from all different grades on it. I was in 7th, and I think the girl on my shoulders was in 1st or 2nd grade. I guess she was what they call a flyer, since she was the smallest on the team and could do the aerial stunts.
I can’t remember her name but I was very protective of that little girl. I remember having her stick with me when we went on a trip together. The boarding school would do weekly outings to all kinds of places, Friday nights was always the mall. Sir would load us up into vans and off we went for a couple hours.
One night when we got back one of the girls was really acting up on the van and when we were unloading. Mouthing off, arguing with everyone. Starting getting ruff outside too as we were unloading. I don’t remember much about it, but I got shoved somehow and I was telling her to stop and watch out for the little kids, and that little girl was with me. That pushed her buttons and she got louder and started getting in my face screaming at me. She was much bigger than I. She was yelling for a bit challenging me, like what was I going to do about it. So I hauled off and punched her in the mouth. She was stunned for a second then was fuming and wanted to get at me, but all the guys jumped in and held her. She did manage to get a knuckle on my noggin but that was it. Once the guys had ahold of her I took the little girls hand and walked her inside, and left Candice outside screaming. (she’s not in the picture)
Didn’t take long for the news of the fight to get to the principle’s office. Sir came down the steps and called us both upstairs. As we were sitting there Candice whispered over to me that she was sorry. Everybody was afraid of a beating from Sir. I accepted. When Sir demanded an explanation for our brawl, we both said we were just messing around, nothing happened. And that was the end of the meeting, and no further altercations occurred between us.
One of the guys who had this pic on FB shared it with me. I msg’d him to find out what her name was. I would love to try to find her again.
My cousin had a dream last night. She said she was being followed around by a blind cat that was starving.
The pop
Me and mom the year I went platinum. Wanted the white blonde look while I was dancing, thought it looked pretty awesome of the floor, especially cause my partner’s hair was dark. That was one of my favorite costumes too. It was also the first one I had custom designed for me. Don’t recall which competition this was taken at though.
This was a funny art class
They all used their boob covered in brown paint to make the center of the sun flowers, then painted on the petals. Body art from the senior crew, girls gone wild 🙂
Rich and I went to Steven and Elena’s reception. That was the day Rich and I got into our argument. He was being very quiet and wouldn’t talk to anyone. He went roaming the grounds and stared at a statue. It reminded him of his dad and his thoughts spiraled from there. On our ride home is when the argument took place with me saying he needed to have at least some social skills, and he responded with he thinks I should be with someone else that could take me out dancing and do the things I wanted. I was confused. What I wanted??? I didn’t even ask him to dance, and all I asked for was for him to make an attempt at saying hello to my family. Mild social interactions were too much to ask for?
Anyway, that was the night his breakdown occurred and the next morning was when he started telling me the stories of why he was behaving the way he was and that it was my family’s fault, Camille being the central figure or catalyst for it. Think it may have been in the spring of 2012, cause 1-1-11 is when his father died, and he had been seeing 11’s repeatedly before that. Got kind of obsessed with it for a bit.
I went out dancing last night, had a very good time. The lady that teaches here is the one with her red hair pulled back. She picked me up. Turns out she went to college and got a degree in Arts. She wanted to teach high school. She last 3 years then walked away. She wanted to teach dance and gym and she had to teach a bunch of other classes and hated it. She took up a job at a campground she was using that was out door maintenance. She loved it, being back in nature and outdoors. She then found the job opening at this resort so contracted to be the activities director here. So she runs a lot of the programs, talent shows, dance classes, yoga classes etc.
What she likes most about being at the nudists resorts isn’t the fact that she’s can roam around nude, it’s the feeling of being unbound. No bras, nothing restricting you, loose fitting clothes.
You can see the videos of the 2 dances we learned. They were fun.
This was in the comments on the 2 yr post.
Discussion about an insurrection between people.
I just remember having election votes between my 3 parties during the process.
2 yrs ago
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My mom’s got a bite. I gotta admit I internalized it at first cause I know mentally she’d post it in anger over something.
But! I’m taking this as a vote of confidence in both of us. I’ve been getting her msgs the last couple weeks. Takes me a bit to understand them.
A hardened heart can’t see.
She also used to use the phrase a wolf in sheeps clothing. Guess that can go both ways too. I only remember her saying it when she was angry at someone, though don’t recall who. But I’m going with the symbolism
The Native Wolf Symbol represents <b>loyalty, strong family ties, good communication, education, understanding, and intelligence</b>.
She loves us!
Even though she doesn’t know you. Her rose does 😀
Some of my first blog posts using pictures I used Flickr for. I could get the HDR images which I loved to use because they looked pretty on the page. Think most of the castle pictures I used were from Flickr. That was published in 2007. Didn’t make an account though right away it seems. Made my Flickr account Dec 2012, not sure why the delay but I don’t remember needing an account at first. My first blog was separate from my real estate site though too. I had the blog on realestaterox.com I think. Might have been .net.
https://www.flickr.com/people/91504487@N03/
I just added the Hello World! My first blog was on a WordPress platform.
Never added anything to the Flickr. Maybe I’ll add some pictures if they are really sharp.
I was thinking about Medusa the other day. I was wondering if that place in Alaska was tied into that stream. A girl on twitter reminded me of it. The locked in emotions turning men into stone. Is that where she got the inspiration to create it?
https://alaskapublic.org/2021/02/24/where-are-they-now-the-100-stone-project-indie-alaska/
You know what I miss most? Having a backyard to just let the dogs out, and an inside laundry. I would always forget about the laundry at home and could rewash if needed, or run a bit longer if I needed.
It’s been really cold going out in the mornings lately so I was dreading it a bit this morning. But it was actually warm out. And I got to thinking on my walk about the “May it All be Exposed” header I had. Here I am at a nudist resort. I don’t always walk around naked though, cause I get chilled and don’t like my nips sticking straight out.
I also was thinking about the similarities between being exposed but in a confined area. The first pic is of the fencing that is around the entire resort. Then I came across the fire fighters stepping stones which reminded me of the dragon’s lair I asked for so I could stop, drop, and roll. Then I remembered the words popped and they were tied in with the bread rolls and something having to do with putting fur on the back for sensation when I built my chair. Im looking at Chloe’s harness which I use to lift her up when her legs aren’t supporting her, it’s fur/sheepskin lined.
Her hips are doing great btw, she just needs muscle toning in her legs and feeling back in her feet so she doesn’t stand on the tops.
I got thinking about the Jersey’s thing, and that worried me a bit. I hope I had nothing to do with that. It reminded me of smelling burning in the RV when the car was messing with the cruise control. I’m getting a flurry of pictures which aren’t pleasant think about.
Here’s what I’ll say, I didn’t ask for any of that, not the fires, not the explosions, none of it. Are the tie ins exposed? Maybe, but I wouldn’t wish harm on anyone. I’d sooner lick my wounds and walk away.
What I did wish for was a beautiful love story. What I dreamed about was mostly beautiful, couple of weird sex things got thrown in, and it had some daggers thrown but I think they may have been in self defense.
