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And this is my mom’s #7
Joyce is the lady that owns the Stardust Ballroom holding up the peace signs.
13 yrs ago
Girlfriend from Philly asked me if we could get together for dinner.
Nobody did that so not sure what that means. Did get a pizza this morning, ate the whole thing split between lunch and dinner. It was only a 14′ pie though. I couldn’t get right today. First I thought it was low blood sugar and just needed food. Then mid day I got really dizzy. Not sure what’s up.
14 yrs
text post. “I want spring to get here already!”
15 yrs
text post: “is building her mafia”
shared another questionnaire about MHS I filled out
https://www.facebook.com/notes/2734623933443686/Shared a girl friend from school’s too
https://www.facebook.com/notes/10157781240697666/My sister’s building #7
This is at her friend Kelly’s wedding. She’s the bridesmaid on the far right.
11 yrs ago
Shared from a page called One Step to Wellness with Brittinie Marshall
“It’s “Funny Friday” here at save the ta-tas. #laughterheals ”
11 yrs
A share to my page from someone named Linda Laurelin
saying “This looks like a nice place!”From a page named Running to Nowhere
I put a friend request in to Rich’s mom. This was the last picture she posted.
Here’s her photo wall.
https://www.facebook.com/carol.dmytrow/photos
How do you feel about this?
IMO it makes people idle. It works against the betterment of humanity. Be at peace doing nothing? When has that gotten anyone anywhere?
You know what got me through a lot of this? It’s knowing that quite a few of dreams had already come true through living life. And you know what keeps me going since I don’t know what’s happening on your end, is that even if you didn’t believe me I can maybe make a difference in Jess’ life. When then helps with interactions with Camille, and Karen too. I also would love it if my mom met someone to enjoy life with. She’s hunkered down and not traveling with her girl friends anymore. I know there’s more to it than I understand but I’d love it and so would everyone else in the family if she were happy. And from the pictures it and her decisions it’s tied in with Camille.
5 yrs ago
Dinner at an Italian restaurant called Maggianos
Had drinks first at the bar
Ardary.
The kids at school would make fun of my last name. Say veins and arteries when talking about us. If they weren’t doing that they’d be singing the police song.
Was chatting with my mom today and a funny thing happened. She told me to say hello to her dog, Bandit. She never does that, so it’s kinda odd.
Been thinking about her pictures too. These are her first 4 of FB
Picture 2, top right, posted at 9:21 on May 16, 2010 along with the others. These were taken at our comp American Star Ball.
The funny thing about it is that Camille’s been complaining that my mom is flirting with her bf. Then calls him her baby boy.
If walls could speak.
8 yr
A huff post article
The largest ocean cleanup in history will begin by 2020, and a 21-year-old is leading the way.
The picture is of my mom and either Banshee or Bandit at Thanksgiving.
All of her videos are of dog agility, with the last one of when they brought Bandit as a puppy for his herding tryout. They had them both run together at first to see if he took to it.
She’s laughing in it talking about the vultures waiting for either dog or the sheep to die. 1:28 – 1:33, pretty silent up until close to that mark. Then a guy chimes in that he’s a natural.
I took Suki for herding for a bit, thought she might do ok with it. But she was too skittish for it, tried nipping at them, then kept eating sheep shit with the nervous energy. Would take awhile to get her comfortable in that arena and then I went down the shore and that was the end of that. Nothing like how bandit was with the sheep. Rally on the other hand, she did great at.
I spent a year and a half with my status set to married. Other than the first change, where 2 people responded, nobody said a word. Hid it. Then changed it to single days ago. My first pro partner Carlos msg’d earlier and said congratulations on being married.
Am I supposed to say thank you? I have no desire to live in the clouds. And who am I supposed to be married to exactly when neither account has a real conversation with me?
And that’s another thing!
“Normies” who won’t wake up. WTF would they want to “wake up” to be lost in Lala land.
Unity Consciousness
That’s another thorn in my side. We can flow together for a bit, we can enjoy moments together and apart, but we aren’t robots running the same program. We go back to stardust when we’re dead. Life is for the living to enjoy.
I don’t get the goal for wanting to stay tapped out of all the experiences life has to offer all the time. Up and down the steps back into life and around people. Socializing with people. Having fun with people. We aren’t monks. How are monks making baby monks? Claiming they have the keys to enlightenment. Do most care about that? I sure as shit don’t. I want to enjoy life and have a partner to enjoy life with. I’m still stuck by myself in an RV. Are there any female monks???
The girl I met in Las Vegas, she said that was her goal. To stay in flow all the time. She wanted her boyfriend to want the same thing. But, she also had goals though with fashion technology. That’s the word she used over and over again. She was looking for the man that shares her passion for fashion and could help her bring it to market.
Catchers and receivers. I’m on the inside screaming to get out.
She was probably his mom too, in a inner child kinda way
Kinda weird to have to sneak around with my phone to take pictures. But, it is what it is.
As I was walking up to the pool a guy riding this was pulling up. His watch was going off. As he hoped off he said its an Amber Alert.
1 yr
When the water turns on it’s game time for Suki. She loves chasing it playing with it, super excited.
I am much the same way. I also get very disappointed when it gets shut off. I’ve gotten pretty decent with flipping the script of things. Just had one with Jess which I’ll share next.
https://www.facebook.com/photo?fbid=10226335649551241&set=pcb.10226335735793397
The musical rooms were a problem growing up. Whenever they’d get mad at me the would hold my fear of sleeping alone against me. The both wanted their own rooms I think. Shannon was stuck with me for awhile, Camille had her room next door and we had a door that went between us as well as a door to the hallway. Camille’s room always scared me. The dark energy mass that I saw in my head would come out of that room. Sometimes I’d be so afraid I was frozen. Couldn’t move any of my muscles. Woke up a few times like that as well. Sleep paralysis I guess it’s called when it’s in a dream. Except it would happen when I was awake cause I was visualizing it.
So both sisters were sneaking into my book! I really never did much snooping on them. But there was one time with Shannon. I had an urge to look for my deep purple nightie and couldn’t find it. It was my favorite one, bit of a satiny texture. It was in the middle of the afternoon and she was getting ready to leave to go home to her mothers. So I decided to check her bags and there it was. So I took it out and hid it but never said a thing. She left and when she came back the next weekend never mentioned it either. She was up to some shady stuff towards the end of us living at the Columbia Ave house. Never understood why. When we got to the farm in Jersey, her time with us dropped way down.
I thought we had a good relationship. Only one time I did anything to her of significance that would have been embarrassing for her at the time. That’s when I took all of her bras, she was pretty well endowed for our age, and strung them up all over the kitchen. Opened the cabinet doors so they were stretched open. Then sent her in.
The rest of the time we got along pretty well, at least IMO. But I do get that her dad left her mom, but even with that she was around from the time were about 7 or 8. My mom and ski didn’t split until 2006.
Not sure if you could read this one.
Deary Diary,
I am getting better and better in my singing. Nicole and I are going to do a duet together. I am even starting to have vibrato. I didn’t win in the PAL but there are other contests.
For now,
By DiaryI’m pretty sure the PAL was the police athletic league. It was the singing contest I did where I sang New York, New York. I wore the black tuxedo sequins costume that I got from my mom that had a tear away skirt. to leave just the sequins body suit and tails. I remember performing in shows, but not other contests until I tried out for the 42nd St play
Jess sent me this tic toc video
https://www.tiktok.com/@matcrackz/video/7334520341244529966
Taste the sweetness, a mother’s milk. The creative side of life It’s called the devils sign exactly because of the inverted explanations people give, fear based instead of love based. The upside down cross. Gold is up, the devil’s sign pointing up, always look up to the heavens and see what your higher self says, your heart is connected to that.
Also reminded me of the poem you wrote. I really liked that poem.
