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This post reminded me of the library posts Brian made talking about how only some small percentage had been translated. I had a few active imagination type dreams with those libraries. I used to picture myself going up a ladder or an automated lift to get the book I wanted to study and translate.
The Library of the Royal Portuguese Cabinet of Reading in Rio de Janeiro. pic.twitter.com/F8uqzcxOOy
— Brian Roemmele (@BrianRoemmele) July 5, 2023
Song pop
A brand new list popped but not sharing it cause I want to listen to all the songs and see all the videos first 🙂
I just had a fun memory chain come back.
Brian made a post about about a superconductor last year. It happened on the days I was first seeing the syncs and was totally freaked out.
Little while later I had the orchestra dream.
Then when I went to Disney this was the show that was in the theater.
“Philhar Magic: The World’s Most Magical Musical”This post reminded me of a conversation I had with a friend. Not sure how it came to him, (sleep or awake dream) but he had pretty strong convictions that oil was delivered to the earth, not created here.
The inventor of Vaseline, Robert Chesebrough, was such a firm believer in its medicinal properties that he claimed to have eaten a spoonful a day.
Suffering from pleurisy in his 50s, he ordered his nurse to cover him head to toe in Vaseline and soon recovered, lived to 96 yrs. pic.twitter.com/Xw7Ls2n1C4
— Brian Roemmele (@BrianRoemmele) July 5, 2023
I might not see fireworks for the 4th of July, but I do get see them in the photos I took 🙂 Every dream and story I wrote I tried to find a way to bring it to life. I have a lot to be thankful for today. I broke a lot of the chains that held me back. And I did it with the help of Brian, all the internet people who chipped in knowingly or unknowingly online with the syncs, and my mother who gave me the idea for the Mama Mia musical and the RV 🙂
I don’t enjoy the bait and switch tactics I use on myself. I got very excited about the new songs and videos and then it switched into a direction that brought me down. I’m not mad at myself this morning, but there have been times where I’ve gone on a full on rage because of it. That’s pretty much the times when I feel like I’ve been possessed or something. I just want to be happy and have fun with it all, and there “that” part of me goes ruining it.
I repeated that line multiple times in the beginning as well. I just want to be happy.
I love ducks. Not sure if I brought that up anywhere in this thread. Raised them as a kid. So super cool to see one as the super conductor 🙂
Don’t remember exactly what was happening at this moment.
Could be taking a bow.
Could be mooning someone getting sassy in the back row.
Could also be laughing hysterically while thinking of a scene from the Austin Powers days.
The dream then lead to me going through the happenings the led to the start of my RV adventure this past winter.
I was staying at my sister’s house for a bit to figure out where I wanted to go. My sister has a couple of cats and dogs. My dogs would chase the cats when they ran, just like they did at my previous house. They never put their teeth on my cat though.
One morning the dogs chased the cat through the house. My sister was there, she yelled at them and kicked them all outside. Later that day or the next she noticed the cat’s tail had all of it’s fur missing. Like it was sheathed.
Emergency vet visit and part of the tail had to be amputated, and they said they wanted to save as much of it as they could. They said they believed the dog had bit it and stripped it. Had to be one of mine since they were new to scene, so that was a $1200 vet bill.
However, as the next day or two went by, I kept telling my sister something was still wrong with her tail. Then I saw the cat start to attack herself. Tail was spraying blood all over, and back she went to the vet for another surgery. Trying to save the tail again they only cut off another portion.
It happened again after that. So 3 surgeries to the tune of $4000 to finally decide they were going to take the whole tail. I did give the money to her for the injuries. I just couldn’t understand why they didn’t do take it all to begin with.
Right after that, my sister told me the dogs couldn’t stay. She didn’t want that situation with the cats. Understandable. So I went to my mom and borrowed the RV and that’s how I ended up starting my adventure to drive cross country.
Had that situation, as sad, expensive, and unfortunate as it was, not unfolded, I probably would have just found an apartment or something and stayed put.
I’ve spent every day for the last 7 months working on myself while at the same time exploring a bunch of places I’ve never seen.
Fun self-prompted trip down memory lane.
g0rillaAi created a city image inspired by legos by using midjourney
It reminded me of the post I made about an artist who created Jell-o Architecture.
You can see a bunch of her creations on my page
https://www.roxanneardary.com/blog/jell-o-architecture/I just remembered a dream I had back when I was in my first house. This was a sleeping dream, I woke up remembering it.
It was a 2 story row home in Philly. I walked about half way down the stairs case and sat down on the steps. Looked over at two children playing there. A blonde little girl maybe around 5 years old, and she was coloring on my wall. Also there was a younger little blonde boy riding a tricycle around the room. I didn’t know who’s kids they were or how I ended up watching them. Left me pretty confused.
A few years later my sister got married and had her first child, a girl. She did divorce and get remarried. Her second child was a boy. Not only that, my niece is a magnificent artist and my nephew, he is always running around looking for some sort of physical activity to do. I helped my sister through most of their childhood, babysat them at least one evening if not multiple night during the week because she worked a second shift type of schedule.
When you experience I life changing event it can be completely mind consuming. I watched The Man Who Fell to Earth. I found it by an ad that popped up on Twitter that I thought looked interesting. It played in a weekly series. I already got through the initial shock of the syncs. But, this too was different. It was almost like it recapped everything that occurred that week. There were parts of the story that I couldn’t account for or verify, his side. But I could completely relate to most of her’s. The scenes that played out an how they were correlating to what was happening was so very cool. I even got to the point where I was excited to see the show to see the recap of my week.
“Rep. Tim Burchett warns UFOs are out of control 'in our military airspace'“ https://t.co/mqx7k4uFln
— Brian Roemmele (@BrianRoemmele) July 5, 2023
I have a lot of thoughts about the detrimental effects removing the female energy from the household has had. It applies both to the psyche and physical aspects. The range is so vast. From stifling creativity in every aspect of life, to abandonment issues in children, to the inflationary effects on the cost of living. All of which can be reversed if we bring her home.
My goal:
Merry Mind
Beautiful Body
Sassy SoulOnce I developed all of the character traits I wanted. – Im gonna add this here: if I haven’t developed them, it’s because I’m not aware they exist, if there’s more super powers, I’ll be adding them too 🙂 – Anyway, I wanted to be to adapt my stories to be told through any type of character display. Cartoons, super heros, animals, statues, anything I came across that I could repurpose for my story.
I image birds delivering the messages a lot. Both ways, for me and from me.
The hummingbird is depicted in a lot of the images. When you google search the meaning it’s pretty light and fluffy. All of the top results mention love, luck and only mention the power hind it.
The beak is the deep penetrator. I’m imagining that works both ways too. To get and deliver the message to the subconscious as well. A stimulating effect.
The Native American story lines were some of my favorite. I was always attracted to their stories and pictures. The healing medicines they used, able to empower themselves with the animal spirits. Also use their sightings as syncs for their life direction. Intuitively living in harmony with the world.
It also has me thinking about the thyroid issues I developed. I suppressed my voice for decades. Dealt with things internally only. Spent a lot of years taking comments personally which stopped my ability to communicate. Avoided placing myself in vulnerable positions that opened me up to be criticized, was easier to just stay to myself. I can’t help but think there’s truth to where health issues manifest being directly tied to the heaviest blocks.
The creative female energy had to heal the logical male energy. We tell ourselves a lot of things that diminish our light. By light, I mean vigor and excitement towards life. All of the stories were written to align myself back to a healthy mind. Security, adaptability, confidence, love in my heart, being able to communicate all of it, and a healthy mind with added bonus, unlocking the super powers 🙂
I also wanted to be able to fly. So I took on the characteristics of birds. The wings and feathers came into play. I could travel anywhere I wanted to and have a birds eye view.
Now that I’m thinking about it I wanted to explore just about everything and be that as well. Natural healer, a goddess, a mystic, balancing the elements as I went. I created the stories with pictures showing where my focus was at that time.
I wanted to be one with nature. A tree with deep roots and friends with all the animals. I wrote a number of stories in that line as well, expanding my creativity and magical powers along the way.
I wanted to have magical powers so my character first started following the moon and performed dance rituals sometimes solo, sometimes with a partner, and sometimes a celebration with a group.
I had never written a story before so to get started I used all the childhood stories that I was familiar with. Every single one was about her and bringing her to life. They were just the foundation though for the scene or costuming. Red Riding Hood, Cinderella, Ariel, actually I went through most of the Disney Princesses. The stories were different, they were addressing my childhood trauma and how I wanted to see those stories as beautiful experiences while also allowing my creative energy to strengthen.
Even got the music and videos to match the practice and performance. It was so much fun for me to allow it to come to life. Every single day I got to write a new adventure for her.
An amazing sync that works perfectly with how I wrote my stories. I designed my female energy just like you would dress a doll. The “character” in my stories represented all of the qualities I wanted her, which was me, to have. Nature and nurture went hand in hand.
By hand. pic.twitter.com/F70dPeOuWm
— Brian Roemmele (@BrianRoemmele) July 4, 2023
