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Got me thinking about previous relationships that I can remember. For the most part they’ve all lasted 3 years. Except for a few. Marriage last 9 months. The last two relationships lasted 7 years each. Had a break in between for “me” time to get back in touch with myself. Re-coop so to speak.
Which is kind of a funny story. I remember a post Brian made that said something along the lines of having to wait another 7 seven years another opportunity. To find myself again? Oh, hell no. A motivating factor.
The churn, no interest in it. Lived it already, that’s in the past. One and done kinda gal. When it’s meant to be, it will be. My heart and mind are in sync. I know what I want and what makes me happy. That’s worth waiting for.
I def went through some sort of psychosis in the beginning. But, it was different than the one a familiar went through. I was aware to a degree I was there, so I could keep myself together while reality fell apart. The book & prior experience gave me the outline. Even tracked the days and sleepless nights to make sure there wasn’t a collapse. When I got to 5 I got concerned and new I needed rest.
Still on my quest to find someone who knows what I’m talking about with the tickle spot and the internal pointer system. Everybody so far has been confused when I brought it up.
Wetting our whistles by the waterfall 🙂
Celebrating National Mojito Day in style 🥰 pic.twitter.com/4Q9zAGmdoU
— Roxanne Ardary 🌺 (@RoxanneA) July 12, 2023
Had a fantastic time out on the town. Two Goddesses living it up! A couple of firsts for me. Got to wear my cute new summer dress 🙂
Fabulous first night in Vegas! Met my friend Jenna , which was the first time meeting someone from Twitter! We had sushi and celebrated National Mojito Day 🥳 pic.twitter.com/QkCkVb3Mq3
— Roxanne Ardary 🌺 (@RoxanneA) July 12, 2023
Might go well with the key chain, which I said you’d have to mass produce one day. That was an inside conversation.
Anyway, I haven’t had to type out what I’m thinking for most of this process. Just used one word with the picture. The pictures are where the dings come from. Next to no interaction on the music so hasn’t been a great tool for progress in regards to signaling.
Why am I typing it all out here? Cause that’s the dreams I had. The first came from mini-me, that Brian could have my whole story. The second was a symbolic type of dream I guess, we were in an art history museum and we were standing side by side and I handed him the vase.
A message from the sea
Starved for attention? Nah, just for normal human interaction. This isolation bit and completely limited to typing out words instead of speaking them is the “new” part. Being on a completely different schedule as my friends has aggravated that situation. They are at work when I wake up and when I get in from my day trips they are going to bed.
Just came across a post that reminded me of a situation with my nephew who was struggling with some classes in school. The first saying was said by niece who was about 13 at the time. I agree’d with her, that there shouldn’t be expectations on him to perform the same as her in various subjects. “Hard” things could or maybe even should be in line with where their interests and skillset lies. Aptitude tests a possibility? Not saying kids shouldn’t learn to read and write, but why the push for unnecessary subjects? That time could be spent learning something they love. For my nephew, he loves working with his hands. Shop classes barely exist in his school. He would love carpentry for example, he does it at home all time. Making new things by cutting and carving, remodeling other things.
As for the second, that runs through my head regularly and brings me down. Not because I think I’m stupid, but because I think this entire process is. Not having people to talk to about it openly, everyone staying isolated to themselves, avoiding contact. In the olden days apprentices worked directly with their mentors. “Used their words” and had real conversations & demonstrations. The whole “every man for themselves” thing is pretty lame.
Then another really cool thing happened!
I went to post in my thread and was thinking how many pages deep it was and if we could just release some posts so I didn’t have to go digging, it happened! 🙂
Something pretty cool just happened a bit ago… I was double dipping!
As I was posting songs to Brian’s posts, I was in a chat with some of my gamer friends that I had met up with in Florida, the songs matched there at same time.
Today I just might be meeting a friend from twitter. It’ll be a first if it does happen. I’m super excited about it. I’ve tried multiple times as I travelled across the states, but one finally said yes :). Actually, I think it was her idea first. Which is also a first. Usually it’s me reaching out and setting things up.
I’ve lived alone off and on for quite some time over the course of my life. I didn’t have a problem with it, but I always had an outlet to reconnect with people. I’d go into the office to socialize a bit, or go visit friends & family. Traveling around in the RV hasn’t provided many of those opportunities and I do miss them. Occasional group chat in the hot tub if people are there when I go. Overall, most are on their own family vacations and not into socializing. Outside of that, only if I plan my route to go to an area where people I know are.
One of my dreams was about communities being formed made up of little houses. Each community was made up of little houses on a cul-de-sac that had roads leading to the center large circle which was like a community playground.
“A record share of Americans is living alone” https://t.co/Jbh5rhLa6O
— Brian Roemmele (@BrianRoemmele) July 11, 2023
Sphere of Influence
I was thinking today as I was driving about some of the stories I’ve heard people sharing about reincarnation. The theory is that there’s a collection of souls that are connected and each lifetime they come back in different relationships for each other to play out a new storyline and learn their life lessons.
Prospecting for connections?
Beautiful park. If anyone decides to play frogger and go park hopping, most of the campgrounds don’t have electric / water hookups. So generators come in handy. Also, quite a few don’t have wifi or internet access, so bring something to entertain yourself with, especially if you travel solo.
Visited Kings Canyon National Park yesterday to see the 3rd largest tree in the world. 1,700 yrs old, and the diameter 40 ft. The burn scar was pretty cool too. pic.twitter.com/CbNrYA9KmZ
— Roxanne Ardary 🌺 (@RoxanneA) July 11, 2023
