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I was laying down at the pool thinking about Jess and her mom’s situation. And also how I always call her baby girl. That was right after I wrote the post with the little love letter to my sister. And that made me wonder if I was confusing the two. With all the layers and layers that exist I don’t know who’s story I’m also telling while telling my own.
So then I decided I wasn’t going to use the term parent, even though I meant it spiritually, cause I’m not a parent in real life. Im Jess’ Aunt and God Parent in real life. So baby girl still fits, family wise, but the waves on the soul family vibe went with God Parent. Got a big white X with red border on the image flash.
So Im starting the adopt a Goddess program, for anyone out there who wants to learn the tips and tricks and wants a hands on experience. I’ll be happy to answer any questions, but they have to ask directly for the how’s and why’s so I can try to respond with limited bird chatter as best I can. Cause I’m not sure everybody’s original Godparents opened their minds to possibilities.
Just got off the phone with my sister. She went ahead Sunday night and put an offer in on the house with an agent named Ed. Ed hasn’t been back in touch with her since then. She went in at 147 for a list price of 170 something. I can’t say I’ve been tracking the market so I don’t know if sellers have been negotiating but I do know 4 days on the market most sellers will balk at a low ball offer. I did wish her luck with it and I hope it works out for her. I’m also happy I’m not involved. The last time I was the agent involved with a duplex purchase for her and her husband, the market crashed just after. She blamed me for them losing money by being the selling agent for them with the house.
An interesting thing happened with the money. She was a little short on her cash offer, not that she didn’t have it just couldn’t move it from some of the accounts. She had set up accounts for the kids, each have 7k in them currently. She asked to borrow the money and that she’d pay the kids back. Michael said sure, he loves the idea of buying a house and renovating it with her. Jessica went the other way, started questioning when she’d get the money back, if it was a wise investment, saying they hadn’t gone house shopping, and had a bunch of other questions.
Camille’s response, though not to jess, was that it was her money anyway. And she disliked that Jess made it about “her” money. Though what she told Jess was that she doesn’t want her to do anything that she’s uncomfortable with.
It’s a gift or it isn’t? Were my thoughts during the conversation.
She then segue’d into how Jess wanted to know a time frame she’d pay it back. Camille got offended saying she wouldn’t rip her off. If the market does go down though, how long would that actually take? Camille then went off about how mom ripped her off and screwed her with the rental properties Camille now owns. And how she wouldn’t do that to her kids. She ignores the fact that she has a full income from them since they are paid off. Covid was a non-issue for her. She stopped teaching dance and could still pay all of her bills. Regardless of what miscommunications took place, or misunderstandings in the past, she was able to survive what was to come.
Mom never gave me the option of purchasing one of the apartment buildings. She knew construction wasn’t my thing. She got us both into dancing, but Camille’s upset she made her do it instead of letting her pursue being a vet. Camille hated school though, was she really going to be a doctor? What other professions could she pursue, not only survive but thrive, that did not require a college degree in the last 3 decades? A mother’s instinct, even if she’s not aware.
Camille said on the phone, Im not surprised but disappointed. Then if your heart was telling you which way that was going to go, why let your mind dictate? She knows Jess, and doesn’t like Jess not playing by her rules. Jess has her own vision though. Follow behind her dreams. She doesn’t want to break a nail, not play hammer on nails. A model’s life with humanity on her mind.
My dear sister, you have two children. One of which is a girl who doesn’t want to play tom boy. Never has and never will. Support her dreams too. Not just by throwing dollars, but also with your heart.
One of the ladies at the pool I was speaking with today was telling us about the school play she did when she was younger She said they did Harvey in the spring and musicals in the fall.
Then she kept saying to different ladies that walked by she’s clairvoyant. Claire the clairvoyant. I don’t know if that’s an inside joke between them or who Claire is.
11 yrs
PORTER COUNTY, IN — A farmer from Porter County, IN, is facing off against agri-giant Monsanto in a Supreme Court case.
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11 yrs
Shared from a page called “The Time Out Chair”
Story from the farm: My parents hired two Mexicans to work on the property. They were a married couple named Guadeloupe and Daniel. He snuck across the border first, she followed. My mom spent a lot of time with her, taught her English. She handled the inside chores and Daniel handled most of the outside. My mom taught her how to cook to the way she liked her dishes made. Bobby, the monkey, absolutely loved Daniel. He was great with all the animals too though. When bobby got out of his cage he’d run from everybody and all Daniel how to do was say his name and he’d come running down from whatever roof he got on and take Daniels hand to be escorted back in.
My mom has a thing against “illegals” which I don’t understand why. That’s the double speak she puts out. Hires them, had ski help fund them to get back across the border when they needed to go home for a visit, then says they shouldn’t be allowed in. I still don’t understand this part.
Anyway, things started to go south when Jess came into the picture. Guadeloupe was refusing to babysit her without being paid more. They got free boarding, our basement dance studio was converted to a bedroom for them, food, and salaries. What difference did it make whether you were sweeping, dusting, folding or filling a baby bottle? They were well taken care of regardless.
This is a funny larp video that went around 18 years ago, with people acting out their scenes. It was a combo of MMO players and DnD players heading to the LARP events.
All guys in the action though, the maidens on the sidelines.
I really can be a goof sometimes.
Tomorrow night I’m going for sushi with the gang here. Got an invite while I was at the pool earlier
15 years was 3 blank posts. I keep wondering why they’ve been deleted. But, if they were bad stories they need to be rewritten anyway.
Remember when I had the dream about the aliens and the monopoly man was riding the train on the roller coaster tracks?
In the beginning whenever you posted the aliens I thought I was thinking about something the wrong way.
That evolved to my higher self being foreign to me.
Now I’m thinking it’s the one you haven’t met and probably aren’t or weren’t aware of.
Second picture – with the meeting of the minds, same page, the two can fly together
Third picture – swords down with the telepathic link
Fourth picture – stay in your hearts, the little ones have the bright light
Im thinking I’d like to see some sort of card game come out that kids can play. With collectibles. One that focuses on the powers of each of the gods and goddesses in history and they use their powers in the battles. So single cards can be laid down for the battle, but if you managed to collect the matching pair you get double points. You can play them like you play dnd kinda thing. Only very inclusive of the goddesses so more females will play. There can be single player gods/goddesses too but they don’t have a chance against any of the pairs.
1 yr
Was at my first Mardi Gras parade. Kinda funny, I kept wondering why in my head I kept saying grassy ass.
The sign said “Welcome to Chloe”
11 yrs
This one is funny. Not just cause of me posting about it this morning. Also cause one of the first spaces I attended to hear about AI that you were in, some guy asked a question of the host along the lines of “are you afraid an AI will dance better than you”
I was thinking at the time you had to pass that guy a note to ask that question.
Then the next spaces happened, which was after my follow behind post where I said you can pick whoever you want to be in that position, but if it’s anybody else it would be a downgrade. Then the guy said, Do you think Elon can come from behind?”
I was laughing so hard that night. Did he actually try to picture Elon??? Cause I pictured you, Brian, with me. I even suggested the reach around for the positioning.
All I can remember after that was your posts saying block chaining won’t work.
It’s still funny. Retelling it had me laughing just now. I miss those days. Just being able to laugh at all the crazy things that were happening. Not afraid to go into a spaces meeting, and actually looking forward to them. Not shying away from every post. I would like to be able to go back to feeling that way.
I didn’t know what was going on or what’s in store, and in a lot of ways I still don’t. I just know nothing without purpose, even if it takes awhile to find out.
1 yr
The trip there found a great rest stop.
The parade in the evening
https://www.facebook.com/roxanne.ardary/posts/pfbid02isVANzj4CEpdgeSuK9SvrQP3MmajDS1hqHY6Hc1DYhA5g3pk9fKgQVeS3VYB29YBlThen an MMO. The MMO scene has been stagnant for a long time. Male dominated but wow with its colors and fairies did attract a lot of females to gaming.
Here’s the thing about an MMO style game that would be awesome. There’s gods and goddess from every single culture to pull from. What if you couldn’t cap your character’s skills or stats without finding your match? You can level but only to a certain point. Girls wouldn’t be left on the sidelines then. They’d have a role to play in fighting, and the guys would make sure their partner was trained up. So even if it were guys playing girls, they visual would be guy/girl partners. That’s fighting side.
On the farming side of the games, same deal, a team effort for max effectiveness. Lots of players just like to farm whether it’s mobs for gold or planting or harvesting, I’m pretty sure their are gods /goddesses for that too. Then the l33t papers won’t leave out the l33t farmers or crafters cause they need those pairs to succeed. That’s also where the oldies but goodies get included, they might not have their speed and reflexes of the young kids but they want to help, so they can put their efforts to use. I heard that complaint from a lot of our older members, they couldn’t keep up with the fighting. The Old timer guilds couldn’t match any of the young pop guilds. That could assist in balancing out all guilds with the people that are needed for each thing with the most suited for the job personality and skill wise.
Find your match, the find your guild, leveling skills as you go.
I didn’t want to join the last couple of spaces that popped. I was a afraid to because I didn’t want to be hurt again. I did it anyway though because I wanted to support you and just prayed nothing painful would come out of it so I’d not be mad at myself for the set up again.
The first one I did, and I was relieved it was just a chat bot. Got antsy really quick though, reminded me of listening to the computer operators on the telephone so I left.
The second I was happy to hear it was music, bounced through it a bit but the audio didn’t keep me cause it was scratchy.
The third one I skipped over first time it popped. Didn’t want to press my luck. Then it came up again so I joined. Heard you for a few seconds which did make me happy then the movie played and that made me happy so I stayed for awhile. Then you came back on and said listen with 2024 ears. And so I did and started thinking about it. As I gathered my thoughts I was wondering why you gave that instruction and weren’t hitting pause to discuss each bit. There’s too much here, there’s too much here. And then I posted the butterfly. I was thinking at the time I’d like this better if we could take breaks and let everyone talk about it. Then I left and went to the hot tub. Then I came back but the internet was being weird and kept dropping me. Then it finally worked and I ended up deciding to just go to bed.
This morning I got to thinking about watching movies with Rich. And how frustrated I’d get when we sat down to do that. The invitation was to watch it though. We had plenty of conversation time before and after the movie. Eternal spotless of a Sunshine Mind is what Im focused on atm. He had already seen it a number of times, and it was my first time watching it. He talked at me though, not with me. Told me his opinions but never asked about mine. Maybe that was his vision board of sorts.
11 yr ago
A share from a Fred Astaire Dance Studio page in Upper Montclair
“”Ryan’s Calling. What to do? What to do?….”
This made me thing about my engagement & wedding rings. I never liked wearing it much. It was beautiful, custom designed exactly how I wanted it. It also got in the way. Banged into things, got hooked on things, felt uncomfortable if my fingers swelled. Sometimes itched too. I couldn’t just wear the wedding ring either. My idea had it so that the two rings had a little bit of a wave in them so they fit together, the wedding ring along just looked weird.
I gave it back to him when I said I wanted a divorce. My friends all said I should keep it and reset the diamonds and make something else out of it. But, I wanted nothing to do with him.
Decided back then that I never wanted a big ole rock sitting on my finger again. I decided if I did go with diamonds they would be the little ones embedded so it had a smooth surface. I don’t like wearing yellow gold though, so it would be white gold. I still hand a hang up with it on my fingers though.
When I saw a picture of your necklace with charms then I thought that’s the perfect place for a wedding ring. A simple beautiful charm that would be with you, could be close to your heart even, but not uncomfortable on your hands.
I’ve posted that song quite a bit, If you liked it then you should have put a ring on it. It conflicted with how I think of engagement rings though, as they currently stand. A view the majority of them as nothing but expensive flash and trash. Another commercialized ceremony that represents nothing but a very brief moment in time. The girls want something to show off, maybe the guys do too. It’s nothing more status symbol instead of something you treasure because it was created and represented your love together. The insurance industry is a whole other gig on top.
A lucky charm for a lucky girl, and I do feel lucky in a lot of ways. The necklace I got represents my thoughts on most of my life, not just the awakening process though that is what I was hyper focused on at the time. I’m lucky cause I never lost sight of what mattered in relationships. I never let money stand in my way. I’ve always made what I needed with a little left over for savings. I never spent my time chasing dollars. I chased what I dreamed of and the money came.
11 yr ago
Shared from my RE page
“Good morning! This sunrise was taken in Cape May, NJ by Chuck Robinson Photography”
Funny. World of Warcraft stuff.
I was thinking earlier how I post things and nobody ever engages. Then I was thinking back on your posts and Maho’s, I was always wondering why you were saying certain things. I have yet to experience that on one of my posts let alone an ongoing thing. That’s why I made that post on my GU group.
I’ve found I’ve also stopped myself doing that. I either get ignored or zapped. So that’s a brain game I play with myself. But, admittedly it makes me sad that’s all its been for a couple years now. Made me think about Rich and how we could talk for hours about stuff. I miss that.
“Ask not, want not”
This phrase has had a negative connotation in my mind. Having a bit of difficulty remembering why. I think my mom used it as a weapon to quiet us.
“Ask not what you can do for your country but what your country can do for you”
Internalizing this, my country meant my whole package. My body, mind and soul working together. My mind sometimes gets hung up on one specific thing and doesn’t see the possible avenues to get there. Takes me time to let go of the original driving force. Take bitcoin for example. I got hung up on collecting it. Then I stopped myself at 3/4 of a coin, cause I decided if it would skyrocket I’d have plenty and if it crashed I’d be ok. The during the change bitcoin was crashing and I switched my thinking that bitcoin was representative of the gold inside and I laughed at thinking my bitcoin was only going to be worth 60 cents. But as I learned more about how the minds worked I also realized that if everyone used that symbol it would naturally become the universal state of consciousness and that bitcoin would in fact take over. Just like how every other trend happens. If enough people believe it to be true, it will be. The associations connected.
What is the meaning of “you have not because you ask not” in James 4:2?
A lot of discussions of this. Seems it all boils down to pure intentions. Then I guess the next question is How? The dream scenes without alt motives, an open mind opens possibilities to achieving it.
The Dream Scenes – I’ve already dreamed of wearing two lucky charms on my necklace. That happened in what seems to be forever ago. One from me, and one from my better half.
And I say better half, not because he would be better at all things than me but because I can acknowledge there are some things in all areas of life that his strengths would offset my weaknesses. And vice versa. I don’t understand why so few women in general ever acknowledge that. I’m not sure I’ve heard a woman say it. It’s easy just latch onto the “he’s just a dumb guy” motto without realizing we all get stuck in our masculine energy. So we are all dumb guys and/or dickheads at times.
11 yrs
Shared from Ballroom Dream Dance Studio
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